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Oversharing still makes me uncomfortable I'm still not used to it lolz esp when it's personal and the person asked to be more personal with me makes me fear that I'm saying too much when it's only 5% of my life my journal made me realize I really dont share that much with ppl more than I thought
January 6, 2026 at 3:50 AM
Oversharing still makes me uncomfortable I'm still not used to it lolz esp when it's personal and the person asked to be more personal with me makes me fear that I'm saying too much when it's only 5% of my life my journal made me realize I really dont share that much with ppl more than I thought
Wooo my journal has been helping me out a lot, I wish I started journaling sooner. My mind is a bit cleared up atm I just need to focus on getting stuff done. IM TURNING 20 soon like unreal I NEED A JOB TOO. I will get one soon I just know it.
January 4, 2026 at 12:14 PM
Wooo my journal has been helping me out a lot, I wish I started journaling sooner. My mind is a bit cleared up atm I just need to focus on getting stuff done. IM TURNING 20 soon like unreal I NEED A JOB TOO. I will get one soon I just know it.
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My new artist tag!! ^_^
January 4, 2026 at 12:06 PM
My new artist tag!! ^_^
It's my own fault I keep making friends like those ppl it's not that I'm trying to save them I just want a friend to talk to sometimes and maybe hang out one day why is that so hard isn't this what ppl want or am I always the problem and ppl have something against me
It makes me so angry they keep saying they're lonely when I've tried to make them feel less lonely nobody ever sees how hard I try but the harsh truth is I don't think anyone actually wants to get close to specifically me that's why I'm never noticed in the first place nobody ever thinks of me
I'm self aware I'm the reason I can't connect with ppl but it still hurts ya know I fear I still don't know how to exactly connect and that already makes me feel 10 times more behind I've noticed others don't recognize this and how they are the cause of their own loneliness
December 28, 2025 at 11:59 PM
It's my own fault I keep making friends like those ppl it's not that I'm trying to save them I just want a friend to talk to sometimes and maybe hang out one day why is that so hard isn't this what ppl want or am I always the problem and ppl have something against me
It makes me so angry they keep saying they're lonely when I've tried to make them feel less lonely nobody ever sees how hard I try but the harsh truth is I don't think anyone actually wants to get close to specifically me that's why I'm never noticed in the first place nobody ever thinks of me
I'm self aware I'm the reason I can't connect with ppl but it still hurts ya know I fear I still don't know how to exactly connect and that already makes me feel 10 times more behind I've noticed others don't recognize this and how they are the cause of their own loneliness
December 28, 2025 at 11:56 PM
It makes me so angry they keep saying they're lonely when I've tried to make them feel less lonely nobody ever sees how hard I try but the harsh truth is I don't think anyone actually wants to get close to specifically me that's why I'm never noticed in the first place nobody ever thinks of me
I'm self aware I'm the reason I can't connect with ppl but it still hurts ya know I fear I still don't know how to exactly connect and that already makes me feel 10 times more behind I've noticed others don't recognize this and how they are the cause of their own loneliness
December 28, 2025 at 11:52 PM
I'm self aware I'm the reason I can't connect with ppl but it still hurts ya know I fear I still don't know how to exactly connect and that already makes me feel 10 times more behind I've noticed others don't recognize this and how they are the cause of their own loneliness
Ppl hated on the person because of their own insecurity for sure ppl are always so focused on themselves they never think abt the other person ya know I'm not saying feel sympathy be more mindful hating on a person that did nothing wrong it's sad how miserable ppl really are
I was just thinking of that time this person was known for having 1.5 million views and having lile 100 likes I don't remember sm ppl were making fun of them like idk maybe leave them tf alone😭😭 they could be just proud of how many views their video got its not always abt likes
December 28, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Ppl hated on the person because of their own insecurity for sure ppl are always so focused on themselves they never think abt the other person ya know I'm not saying feel sympathy be more mindful hating on a person that did nothing wrong it's sad how miserable ppl really are
I was just thinking of that time this person was known for having 1.5 million views and having lile 100 likes I don't remember sm ppl were making fun of them like idk maybe leave them tf alone😭😭 they could be just proud of how many views their video got its not always abt likes
December 28, 2025 at 11:40 PM
I was just thinking of that time this person was known for having 1.5 million views and having lile 100 likes I don't remember sm ppl were making fun of them like idk maybe leave them tf alone😭😭 they could be just proud of how many views their video got its not always abt likes
Let me sleep forever
December 28, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Let me sleep forever
Maybe I just need a lil break clear my head a bit get off of social media
December 28, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Maybe I just need a lil break clear my head a bit get off of social media
All I ever want to do is isolate its the sane fucking thing over and over I just want this constant loop to stop I can't stop repeating everything no matter how hard I try how do I break the cycle getting a job isn't hoping to help with that either I would be still the same
December 28, 2025 at 8:31 PM
All I ever want to do is isolate its the sane fucking thing over and over I just want this constant loop to stop I can't stop repeating everything no matter how hard I try how do I break the cycle getting a job isn't hoping to help with that either I would be still the same
I think I'm forcing myself to do more and it just never happens I hate how weak I am I should be doing more I'm not doing enough
December 28, 2025 at 8:30 PM
I think I'm forcing myself to do more and it just never happens I hate how weak I am I should be doing more I'm not doing enough
I have no motivation
December 28, 2025 at 8:27 PM
I have no motivation
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December 22, 2025 at 8:29 PM
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HIII!! Here's my comms, if u need more info u can just ask or check out my link in bio!! Message me if ur interested :pp
(I use Cashapp,PayPal, and Venmo)
#commissions #commissionsopen #nsfw #furry #sfw #art #mlp #ocs #digitalart #furrynsfw #nsfwart #artcommissions #ibispantx
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#commissions #commissionsopen #nsfw #furry #sfw #art #mlp #ocs #digitalart #furrynsfw #nsfwart #artcommissions #ibispantx
December 22, 2025 at 8:20 PM
HIII!! Here's my comms, if u need more info u can just ask or check out my link in bio!! Message me if ur interested :pp
(I use Cashapp,PayPal, and Venmo)
#commissions #commissionsopen #nsfw #furry #sfw #art #mlp #ocs #digitalart #furrynsfw #nsfwart #artcommissions #ibispantx
(I use Cashapp,PayPal, and Venmo)
#commissions #commissionsopen #nsfw #furry #sfw #art #mlp #ocs #digitalart #furrynsfw #nsfwart #artcommissions #ibispantx
It seems every single time I post my commission sheet it doesn't get likes or attention like my other posts...highly suspicious... I blame the government
December 22, 2025 at 2:33 PM
It seems every single time I post my commission sheet it doesn't get likes or attention like my other posts...highly suspicious... I blame the government
I hate how obvious I'm clearly so mentally ill 😭😭
December 22, 2025 at 3:00 AM
I hate how obvious I'm clearly so mentally ill 😭😭
I want to write more in my journal but I'm very tired rn and I've been writing in it for an hour I'll write more tomorrow
December 22, 2025 at 2:59 AM
I want to write more in my journal but I'm very tired rn and I've been writing in it for an hour I'll write more tomorrow
I could've been an honors kid and done greater things but ik I would be more unhappy than I am now which is funny I would prob do big and better things and meet lots of people but I would lose myself more than I already do I crave but fear success
December 22, 2025 at 2:57 AM
I could've been an honors kid and done greater things but ik I would be more unhappy than I am now which is funny I would prob do big and better things and meet lots of people but I would lose myself more than I already do I crave but fear success
I love going from writing a good punctual sentence to typing in complete acronyms and typos to not seem boring or serious but honestly that's just me trying to connect with others but I shouldn't dumb myself down to do that
December 22, 2025 at 2:52 AM
I love going from writing a good punctual sentence to typing in complete acronyms and typos to not seem boring or serious but honestly that's just me trying to connect with others but I shouldn't dumb myself down to do that
To not kill the mood I meant but I'm pretty sure u get what I mean
People should take me more seriously, I already go through enough I'm so tired of hiding everything with jokes to kill the mood. No, I just choose the wrong people to be around.
December 22, 2025 at 2:49 AM
To not kill the mood I meant but I'm pretty sure u get what I mean
People should take me more seriously, I already go through enough I'm so tired of hiding everything with jokes to kill the mood. No, I just choose the wrong people to be around.
December 22, 2025 at 2:48 AM
People should take me more seriously, I already go through enough I'm so tired of hiding everything with jokes to kill the mood. No, I just choose the wrong people to be around.
I love writing so much I forgot how good it feels to write, I can write pages through pages without getting tired. Should I become a writer? I was journaling all my thoughts and going through existential crises. I don't journal because I will feel the need to fill up the whole thing beginning to end
December 22, 2025 at 2:45 AM
I love writing so much I forgot how good it feels to write, I can write pages through pages without getting tired. Should I become a writer? I was journaling all my thoughts and going through existential crises. I don't journal because I will feel the need to fill up the whole thing beginning to end
I need to remind myself that getting my art noticed takes time especially since I'm taking it more seriously more than ever I'm always dissapearing before I even give myself a chance to even connect with people sometimes I fear I will want to go back to how I started once I'm too successful
December 22, 2025 at 1:13 AM
I need to remind myself that getting my art noticed takes time especially since I'm taking it more seriously more than ever I'm always dissapearing before I even give myself a chance to even connect with people sometimes I fear I will want to go back to how I started once I'm too successful
I need to indulge in more hobbies I think I'm too in tune with my art I'm not giving the others a chance it's just hard to make myself get into something new and be attached to it like I played guitar for like a month and never picked it up again
December 22, 2025 at 12:18 AM
I need to indulge in more hobbies I think I'm too in tune with my art I'm not giving the others a chance it's just hard to make myself get into something new and be attached to it like I played guitar for like a month and never picked it up again