Curtis Soileau, Jr.
curtis-soileau.bsky.social
Curtis Soileau, Jr.
@curtis-soileau.bsky.social
Small giant. Just big enough to not fit in most chairs/cars/rides.

Wiccan. Neurodivergent. DID. Bisexual.

Affinities: Lilith, The Morrigan, Loki

Self-published Author

Interests: Pro Wrestling, video games, horror, Lego
Pinned
Morpheus: Old Flames a.co/d/gZjdMc1

Link to third book in series. Just released in November 2024. All are free if you have Kindle Unlimited.
Amazon.com: Morpheus: Old Flames eBook : Soileau Jr., Curtis: Kindle Store
Amazon.com: Morpheus: Old Flames eBook : Soileau Jr., Curtis: Kindle Store
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I watched Thunderbolts last night and enjoyed because it was a smaller super hero movie. The whole Sentry DID subplot and personal issues hit a little too close to my own issues.
May 7, 2025 at 5:13 PM
I grew up in fear because I was taught demons were real and would get me if I didn’t obey.

Now I pray they are real and will show up one night to take me home.
February 4, 2025 at 7:22 PM
I will die on this hill: Moana 2 would have been far more interesting and emotional if her new sister was her daughter.
January 30, 2025 at 3:03 PM
There’s one of me that I know can have a happy successful relationship with someone else. Unfortunately there’s like five other mes that can’t.
January 23, 2025 at 3:47 PM
I haven’t fit in a bathtub since I was 14. It’s like putting a husky in a kitchen sink.
January 17, 2025 at 5:06 PM
Is anyone else one of those “you don’t count” people to their family?

All men are abusers…but you don’t count.
All LGBTQs are pedophiles…but you don’t count.
All liberals are parasites…but you don’t count.
No one will ever love or want me…but you don’t count.
January 16, 2025 at 7:51 PM
I want a country where everyone is free to be their best selves and fear it is rapidly becoming a situation where only violence will allow that to happen.
January 16, 2025 at 2:48 PM
I’ve been told many times in psychology that all anger comes from fear…but I really question that. There are plenty of things that make me angry that I can’t find a root cause of fear for.

I see people being treated unfairly; it makes me enraged. Yet is there fear behind that? I can’t find it.
January 15, 2025 at 7:14 PM
2025 has gotten off to rotten start. $2500 for partners biopsy breast cancer scare, her iMac crapped out so brought that in for repairs bc no iMac no work no money, and to keep kids from fighting and Beverly Halls off my bedroom tv, I had to buy demon princess her own.
January 13, 2025 at 5:25 PM
My partner was watching SUV this morning when I went to get my princess ready for school. It was an episode about men being raped and how it’s impossible because if he gets aroused he must like it so it’s not rape.
January 10, 2025 at 3:32 PM
DID fun. Have an absolute shitshow of a day. Spend the night in and out of consciousness because we are busy creating a new alter that can deal with the road ahead.
January 2, 2025 at 4:04 PM
College bowl games mean less than a preseason scrimmage. It’s a sort of preview of what a team might be next year before everyone else transfers out. But it’s definitely not a culmination of what the teams did for the season.
December 31, 2024 at 5:40 PM
Everything is only half of a dream.
December 30, 2024 at 2:15 PM
When you live with anxiety and depression as life long mental illness, it’s not the horrible days that get you. You know tomorrow will be better. It’s how it claws at you for days, weeks and months at a time.
December 18, 2024 at 3:38 PM
Reposted by Curtis Soileau, Jr.
If Trump read Shelley...
December 18, 2024 at 12:46 PM
My demon princess just told me “the scariest thing about ghosts is they are British, but it’s okay. I speak British.”
December 17, 2024 at 3:22 AM
Finally finished Metaphor: ReFantazio last night. Loved it. Again Atlus explored mental illness through a video game.

It’s easily top 5 RPG for me. Still behind Persona 5 though. There’s just something about that one that resonates more for me.
December 16, 2024 at 9:11 PM
Family watched Video Game Awards last night. I got irrationally excited for Onimusha and Okami sequels. Then had to explain to the boy what they were since they are over 14 years ago.

We were very happy Astro Bot won. Wonderful game and the Astro games are how my demon princess learned to play.
December 13, 2024 at 3:51 PM
I HATE that I’m having to take my anxiety meds more often because the negative voices in my head keep freaking out telling me how worthless I am. But guess better than the alternative live lived with for thirty years.
December 12, 2024 at 3:24 PM
Merde. So many voices running wild today. The guy with the horns and tentacles coming out of his back thinks he’s funny. The rouxgarou is horny. Remy and Raven and Mutt are telling their stories. And I’m seeing supernatural shit again.
December 11, 2024 at 4:19 PM
We have a family plushie problem. There is a mountain of plushies in every bedroom and the living room.

Last night the demon princess got a golden retriever and the boy got a duck. Why a duck?

“Because I need a duck.”
December 11, 2024 at 3:43 PM
My demon princess wanted to watch Moana 2, so entire fam went to cinema. It was the very definition of average.

But I found MUFASA trailer interesting. Disney was “inspired” by Kimba the White Lion to make Lion King and got heat for it. So now MUFASA is fighting white lions. Shade thrown.
December 10, 2024 at 3:50 PM
The boy and I have started our Christmas movie watching. Hitting the classics so far: Home Alone, Guardians of the Galaxy Xmas special, Gremlins and Die
Hard.
December 10, 2024 at 3:44 PM
Some people aren’t smart enough to think beyond themselves.
December 6, 2024 at 5:39 PM
Perfume ads have to be the stupidest advertising in all of existence. Play some moody music, empty soulless imagery, and few meaningless words spoken by a celebrity that makes them seem like a self-indulgent arse. Just guarantees I will never purchase the product and think lesser of who does.
December 6, 2024 at 3:19 PM