I considered making the comparison when recommending it but decided against it lol

I do think I should allow myself to be animated by fury more often, its a good motivator and there's so much in this beautiful world to be furious at. The injustice, bigotry, the disregard for humanity + nature its enough to make one's blood boil I swear.

Hopefully tomarrow I'll watch some of it/ them, something close worked last time. This is just a time thats bad, I believe in myself to get to a healthier place.

Feelin somewhat better now, found a good download of some of my favorite shows, thanks 10 pm me.

Its a great turn based rpg but with a lot of parrying. Story is good as hell from what I've seen too :)

"The Worst of All Possible Worlds" is great and so is "Stores (a podcast about stores)" neither aren't super structured but they're both accessible and rad as hell

Origami angel was great when I saw em last year! Hope ya have fun!

I hate how hard it is to get decaf at a lot of places, even finding beans/ grounds is hard where im at... it almost makes me wish I didn't like the taste of coffee so much, caffeine makes my body hurt

Its nice and healthy to be kind of a stereotypical crazy person in your manuerisms once in a while but its hard on the joints and the brain, things don't feel right

this time around ive kept being productive through day 2, hopefully day 3 gives me more to chew on bc my level up -> white check -> level up engine is running out of steam

Oh well, I have some money too so I might spend time with a book if worse comes to worse.

Incredibly good game plus I'm actually doing well in it! When I got into it in 2021 I abandoned it on day 2 because I felt like I had exhausted my options and was wasting time

The best part is that I'm going for a physique + psyche thing, I just got wicked lucky rolling a 17% chance waow

The outcome of it all seems so so minor, recognizing a kindred spirit, and accepting that there IS a way forward in this world, as hard as it will be, its worth fighting for. Abandoning a future of nihilism and stagnation to enter back into that shitty life knowing that things can at least change.

Also the more that I think about it, I cant not think of Sonny Boy as a trans story, Nagara gives off such intense egg vibes to me, you can kind of view the story as him disassociating, trying ANYTHING other than the dogshit life he leads, undergoing great internal change.