i cant talk without crying...i have so much stress built up its making me physically ill...so ill to the point where i lost an insane amount of weight because of it

and not neccesarily letting it out because of advice seeking but simply just to get some weight off the chest and rn....for me...its heavier than ever :>...i am NOT happy

also this is the only place (other than my insta) where I will show my face comfortably lol

its so messy there...it actually feels like standing in a room full of smoke

listen I HAVE TO YAP SOMEWHERE and im abt to play infinity nikki so i need to yap abt that

AHAHAHAHA I CANTTTTTTTTTTTTT

I WANT TO PLAY THAT GAME SOOOO BAD I NEED SOMETHING LIKE THAT RN

OKAY IM DONE VENTING

(TW BLOOD TOPIC) and when the blood drawing stopped I looked over at my arm and it was covered in blood which added to my panic😭

its the first time ive ever experienced something like that and it truly scared me ive gotten my blood drawn so many times in my life but..dude this was WILD...it all happened this morning...its almost nighttime now and I still dont feel good...sigh...I hate everything