“it’d be so awesome for both of us if we just married each other out of convenience.” we do talk all lovey-dovey (platonically) to each other, so asking wouldn’t be too out there. like we say “i love you” & we constantly compliment each other, like we call each other cute and stuff. i love her a lot

the during the time i stayed with my partner for a while, we would cuddle. i would truly feel loved. i already felt touch starved, but now i feel it even more. what’s worse is… i might have a crush on a friend, a friend that’s across the country. we just click so perfectly. maybe i’ll just be like

broken up yet, just a break. if anything, we both talked about staying friends. i want us to be friends. it’s a shame, but it happens. long distance relationships usually aren’t substantial, but all of my relationships have been long distance. it’s what i know, however i am constantly touch starved.