𖤐Kira𖤐
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𖤐Kira𖤐
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I'm a grenade, and at some point, I'm going to blow up, and I would like to minimize the casualties.
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+My name is Kira.
+I got lots of issues.
+This is my place to vent and escape.
+I do post about good stuff too.
+This is your t/w cause I got a bitch of a brain that runs mostly on BPD but also bipolar and ADHD.
So expect some truly dark thoughts.

I tag any s/h posts, if I make any/repost them.
Other cards I got today in a ten pack opening. Yes, two Pikachus in a ten pack opening. Also got Floragato.
October 1, 2025 at 8:08 AM
My first EVER God pack. 😱 I'm not sure there's ever been a better and/or luckier one in a set with nearly 400 cards. Already had Lusamine but I'll happily take a double of her.
October 1, 2025 at 8:05 AM
September 4, 2025 at 6:50 AM
Newest hits from today!
September 2, 2025 at 9:13 PM
Wow... just wow. "I am in love with you but I need time to think if I wanna continue this"

'Maybe you gave up on this relationship but I'm not' is what she said back in Febuary when my mental state was horrible like it is now.

Doing this because I got really annoyed she didn't get anything done...
August 30, 2025 at 3:07 PM
I'm tired of being around people who don't understand my mental illnesses. I'm tired of the lack of support and help to get better.

Constantly showing you don't care to someone with trust issues from BPD is not the way to get that cycle to change and to be able to be trusted.
I just don't get it.
August 30, 2025 at 11:00 AM
Finally on my favorite Pokémon episode ever with my favorite, Haunter! 🖤👻
August 30, 2025 at 7:39 AM
If anyone wants to be friends on Pokémon TCG Pocket feel free to add me!

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Premium player so I open a few packs a day. I'm always up for fun battles if you want to just chill & have fun, as well as testing decks, or simply playing stupid jokes decks. 🙂

#PokemonTCGPFID
#PokemonTCGP
August 30, 2025 at 7:35 AM
Pulls from yesterday.
August 30, 2025 at 7:12 AM
So now I'm just trying to relax, watching Pokémon (season 1) on her Netflix while playing Pokémon TCG Pocket.

I just wish her furniture was comfy. Lol No couch, only cheap recliners that feel like they have little padding. 😵 No spare bed so it's either the uncomfortable recliner or no sleep.
August 30, 2025 at 7:08 AM
For the first time ever, I left. At my aunts home. I needed to get out of our home before I did something stupid to myself because the itch was strong.

I don't care to have more scars on my left arm, especially when it's hot out and I'll probably be in Florida in a week, which is hot as hell. 😵
August 30, 2025 at 7:03 AM
I miss you, Kira.
I love talking about you, but man, does it still hurt, and the tears don't stop.
My baby boy. ❤️
August 29, 2025 at 9:11 PM
It's crazy how the internet went from being an escape of reality (least back in the early 2000s) to being the place that makes you want to escape life permanently.

The amount of stupid and unnecessary rudeness for any reason imaginable makes me want to blow my brains out, when I'm not depressed. 🤦
August 29, 2025 at 3:40 AM
+My name is Kira.
+I got lots of issues.
+This is my place to vent and escape.
+I do post about good stuff too.
+This is your t/w cause I got a bitch of a brain that runs mostly on BPD but also bipolar and ADHD.
So expect some truly dark thoughts.

I tag any s/h posts, if I make any/repost them.
August 29, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Pulled these a few days ago. I had a nice run where I'd hit good a few packs in a row, get a bad pack, and then hit for a few more.

Mainly illustrated, like two new ones I didn't have out of the bunch. A Lycanroc EX, Tapu Koko EX, and Donphan EX,which I had prior.

It was crazy.
#PokemonTCGPPulls
August 29, 2025 at 12:34 AM
First God pack since the game dropped that I opened like a week ago. #PokemonTCGPPulls
August 29, 2025 at 12:20 AM
What is your way to open packs when you got a lot of hourglasses saved up or gold? 10 packs at once or individually?

I've had some luck on 10 packs but I've hit more with individual packs I feel like. Tbf though, I can hardly open 10 packs at once, so that could be why.
August 29, 2025 at 12:08 AM
It's crazy people will say 'we love you', yet people who know of my last self-harm could see these posts and say nothing.

My fiancée hasn't even asked how I am. Not even after therapy where I told my therapist my depression is a 9/9.5 out of ten.

No wonder I don't trust the words 'I love you'.
August 28, 2025 at 11:51 PM
First pull from the new packs. 😍
August 28, 2025 at 11:36 PM
Reposted by 𖤐Kira𖤐
God I wanna cut again… It feels too good ;^;

#shbsky #jiraiposting #shtwt #selfharm
August 15, 2025 at 4:08 AM
Hey @44phantom.bsky.social You still here bro?
August 28, 2025 at 10:33 PM
Oh hey, look who's back and wants to die again. It's yo boi, Kira.
August 28, 2025 at 10:25 PM
I don't know why I was born, why I've survived all that I have... I was never made to feel true happiness, let alone have the ability to bring it to someone else...
February 21, 2025 at 7:30 PM
I hate that my illness makes up how scenarios should go. They never go that way and it makes the pain so much worse.
February 21, 2025 at 6:29 PM
She says she hasn't made a choice but everything she says just screams to me she can't deal with me. Not that I blame her.

My head has me prepared to have my heart ripped out. To finally give up on love, for the confirmation that I am unlovable and happiness was never meant for me, I'm worthless...
February 21, 2025 at 1:03 PM