I feel like most of modern life is going to work and charging devices...

It's the end of the world as we know it.
And I feel... Numb ...

It's a widely accepted misconception that capitalism breeds ingenuity. That's a logical fallacy - capitalism values profit above all. To maximize profit, you must sell to the most people, which means appealing to the lowest common denominator. That just makes your product basic AF.

I feel horrible seeing this massive global trend of AI-generated photos in the style of Studio Ghibli, knowing that Miyazaki has openly expressed his disgust for AI art. It feels like people are actively violating this man's legacy, art, and beliefs for the sake of their own entertainment 😞

It seems my dream to be in a superhero movie came true, however I'm just an extra on Captain America #2...
😕

As a neurodivergent person, I tend to focus on an interest and make it half my personality.
I had a rebellion period, a successful period, an artsy period, a girlfriend period, a pandemic period.

Now, unfortunately, it seems I'm in "The Earth is doomed" period.
(Yes, I also had a Buffy period...)

They say the key to a calm, happy life is balance - 'a balanced diet', 'work life balance', 'consuming in moderation'.
But my neurodivergent brain is still stuck in 'all or nothing' mentality...

Somewhere in the late 90s/ early 2000, I read a quote saying that this was the first time in modern history when people were optimistic about the future instead of saying "it used to be better".

I guess we went back to our roots with the mindset of "Did we all die in the plague and end up in hell?"

I often wonder- why must human age and die? My answer is- billionaires.
They manipulate laws and fool society to hoard extrem wealth, even knowing their time is limited.
I bet the prototype version of humankind didn’t die out naturally. That version surely self destructed during the trial run...

On today's 'there are horrible atrocities happening in the world, but I'm still able to be pissed off by the little things': my phone keyboard's voice recorder censoring my f*** and s****.

It feels like it's invalidating me as a grown up.
I mean, being able to curse is like half the perks...

Here is a quote that hit me right in the feels about ADHD:

Your brain is screaming "GO!" While your executive function whispers "how?"

I'm sick.
I'm lying in bed under heaps of blankets like I'm a penguin egg.
From time to time, I have to get out to pee, get tea, or take medicine.
I feel like I'm going on sorties- venturing into the cold to gather supplies before retreating back to the campfire at home base.

I'm playing a computer game where the objective is to survive. Each time my character dies, I am briefly upset and then start the game again. I wonder, when I—my real self in this real world—die, will that same thing happen?

Is there a correlation between Meta forgoing fact-checking and the rise of fraudulent advertisements in their apps?
Including ads that use my personal information to try and bait me—"You were born that year? This famous company wants to give you money!"

Google simping to Trump has rattled me
I was raging and wanted to distance myself from them completely.

Then I remembered that I can't.
EVERYTHING is theirs.

It made me very alarmed at how much of me is held by a company that could become evil in the future. Oh, did I say future? I meant present..

Thank you Kendrick Lamar! From now on, whenever a celebrity dates a 'mature for her age' 20-something , or in a romance book a powerful man falls in love with a girl decades or centuries his junior, I'm going to shout "A Minor!"

(And yes, I do expect to hear a roar from the crowd)

Watching the video of Israeli hostages being released from Hamas captivity with my mother, the image that immediately comes to mind is her Holocaust survivor parents. It is impossible not to make this comparison.

Israel was re-established after the Holocaust to prevent such horrors, NOT to allow it

I'm so mad that the best album of last year, with so many songs that are pure poetry-The Tortured Poets Department-didn't win ANY Grammy Awards!

Tomorrow I'll go back to being upset about global catastrophes, but today, I'm furious about this. (Not true, I'll still be upset about it tomorrow)

2025 is the year of irony!
Trump's solution to Gaza is immigration and AI companies crying about their work, time and talent being stolen to train someone else's software...