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Cubpanion
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Late-30’s trans ATLien (She/Her). Semi-frequent visitor of Chicago. Trying to find that sense of sexiness I seem to have lost.

I’m a little Emma Frost, a little Black Canary. A little Inara Serra, a little Deanna Troi. Always a burden.
The only time in history I’ve wanted a banana split….
December 11, 2025 at 10:47 AM
If only. 🥵🥵🥵
December 11, 2025 at 2:36 AM
Oof. I feel this one. Right between the tits.
December 2, 2025 at 11:44 AM
As do I, which in mind mind just seals the whole trans thing.

Anyway, thank you for listening to my whine. I hope to one day feel beautiful. Until then, though, I’m just going to have to suck it up and pretend. Fake it till you make it. 6/6
November 23, 2025 at 3:26 AM
I also know this is first world problems. I think it just finally clicked that my mother was right when she said I was destined to be alone, just like her.

She was trying to be supportive after a bad breakup, but that premonition has stuck with me. The women in my family have them frequently. 5/
November 23, 2025 at 3:25 AM
I have trans men in my life who have all found love, and are very happy in their marriages with gay and bi men. Most of my trans women friends, however, have struggled.

I know most straight men will not want to be with me. Bi men are potentially on the table, but it still seems unlikely. 4/
November 23, 2025 at 3:23 AM
I have always been a loner, but after having some health concerns, I have began to be sad about the prospect that I will more than likely die alone. Unloved and unwanted.

Dating as a trans woman is difficult. Especially this early in my transition. I feel like a freak. 3/
November 23, 2025 at 3:20 AM
I’m making up for lost time, as I’m pushing 40, and it’s pushing back. HARD.

I’ve never been a super attractive guy, but I’ve always been told how beautiful I am when in drag. But in this in between stage, I don’t feel very beautiful. 2/
November 23, 2025 at 3:17 AM
Happy birthday, handsome!
November 20, 2025 at 10:31 PM
As a gov’t worker who has suffered for nothing, apparently, absolutely.
November 10, 2025 at 12:14 PM
Gay at 18, Non-binary at 31, trans at 37.

I feel like I’ve wasted so much time trying to fit a mold that I never will.
October 29, 2025 at 2:56 AM
Goddamn, Sir. 🥵🥵🥵
October 27, 2025 at 9:23 PM
Just look at this as a reason to take new, better ones!
October 16, 2025 at 5:23 AM
Well, if they insist….
October 15, 2025 at 3:13 AM