So...

For the first time in almost a year (yes, a year 😳), I got to do naughty things with a hot friend. And I let him take a pic. (Which in itself, is a shock)

And it's not too bad, but as expected, my reaction to a certain part of my anatomy was... depression.😳

#Peyronies #curveddick #bodyimage

I haven't signed in to *THIS* account for months...

Oh my!

Might have to post something.

*might*

😳

...disabilities, I shouldn't really worry.

But it was the ONE positive body image thing about me (in my opinion) that got taken away from me.

I *might* post a pic... maybe. And I know the nice people will say there's nothing wrong. Because you never saw it previously. I did.

😒

...want to look at it. It's now no longer as big, or as thick, or as long as the one that people would comment nicely on.

So I've decided not to have sex, and I'm too embarrassed to take pictures of it, and post.

I know compared to people with cancer, or serious illnesses, or physical / mental..

...barrage of tests. Heart... breathing... sleep apnea..urologist. And got diagnosed with an auto-immune disease called Peyronie's. Which affects the blood vessels in your penis, and causes it to not fill with blood properly and also bend.

To the point where I don't play with it, let alone...

As hinted in a post on my normal account...

People know that I don't have great body image / self-esteem. There was *ONE* thing about me that would get nice compliments though - and that was my cock.

I got quite sick in 2020 after my 2 AstraZeneca COVID vaccinations, and went through a...

So.

I don't know how much of these sorts of posts I'll make until there's a little more control over privacy... Or how "extreme" I'll go.

I had to go back over 4 years in my photo collection to even *find* a picture of myself like this... I don't exactly take a lot of "those sort" of pictures... 😳