Update. A bunch of really kind people helped, he got a solid condition used car, and I can stop waking up at 6/7am and get some beauty/recovery sleep.

Lastly, tummy tuck + 360 lipo + BBL….that was low key crazy of me…

Been healing well, but also was fighting some mold inhalation issues…cuz that was a thing…and I just can’t catch a solid break, but it’s been dealt with and I’m slowly getting better from the symptoms.
Once again, coughing, even a little = Bad

I really appreciate that 💜

Getting there. I’ll be very blunt though, it’s been rough as hell.

I don’t look it cuz I was posing, but my shit is ALL sorts of Fucked Up…
Like GNARLY shit under bandages and a medical corset.
Full on cyborg mode right now with tubes and staples🫣
Not a big fan of THIS way of being a cyborg😀
Truly can’t wait for it to be 2-3 months from now💜

All that being said, I’m still here somehow, so I just have to keep fighting to be here and now I have the body that will allow me the confidence to fight for myself and my health again🖤

That being said, I’m gonna look into my heart and make sure my heart‘s okay cuz my nurse was a bit concerned about it.

My heart rate I know is always a little higher I think due to ADHD but also I was having a ton of anxiety because the day I went in for surgery was the day after everything happened that we all know…
So maybe I was just super mentally unwell and got two hours of sleep the night before cuz uh Nazis..

It all definitely raised a couple of questions that they then informed me to ask of my doctor now. Like my heart rate being a little too high and whether or not it’s related to anxiety and if so, I need to get back on anxiety meds. If not, I need to possibly get on blood thinners they said.

Oh also, something really weird happened with Benadryl cause they were trying to help me go to sleep cause I was having anxiety and the Benadryl like made the nurses panic a bit for a while because my heart rate went up to like crazy levels and wouldn’t lower and I maybe had a reaction to it?