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cryptillian.bsky.social
Cryptillian
@cryptillian.bsky.social
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Maddie│23 (she/he/they) 🌱 Bi(Pan) disabled woman in vetmed making art 🎨🐾

i: ritwells
b: siarczek

https://cryptillian.carrd.co/
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Avery for Lucky Dog Animal Rescue! 🐶🌾

Her adoption link can be found here: toolkit.rescuegroups.org/javascript/v...
November 15, 2025 at 4:07 PM
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Twelve brand new wolf adoptables ready for homes! 🐺🍁

Buy them here: ko-fi.com/cryptillian/...
November 13, 2025 at 2:47 AM
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Wanted to make a little update on me. I am a full time veterinary assistant now and I have decided I am going to transfer my credits and get my associates in veterinary technology! My dream will always still be art but I love working with animals and I think it’ll be good for me.
November 11, 2025 at 7:59 AM
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Dexter is settling in so well, he’s way more comfy with me now ❤️
November 11, 2025 at 7:52 AM
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For @krissi.bsky.social 🌾☀️
September 7, 2025 at 2:59 AM
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I know you’re gone,
but I still see you in EVERYTHING.
August 26, 2025 at 5:12 PM
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I see you more now,
in every if, and, but, and how.
August 24, 2025 at 10:34 PM
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Sweet dreams baby girl.
August 24, 2025 at 8:04 AM
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Hope things look up for you soon ❤️ that’s a lot at once
July 16, 2025 at 4:34 AM
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My first #artfight attack, sorry I have been a bit late but I love how this one came out hehe :D
July 16, 2025 at 2:31 AM
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My pocket dragon is so pretty 🦎❤️
July 2, 2025 at 4:32 AM
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So I hope to see you soon with a little
more strength and a little more hope.
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Originally I had made an appointment for my first surgery consult as a teenager, during that time I also started a sample of a new birth control pill called Natazia. During my first few months on Natazia, despite my body taking time to adjust, I had relief, I thought I didn’t need surgery for now. It would take me 8 months of fighting incusrance and trialing several different pills, causing immense pain, before I was able to find that legally they were required to give me this option. After everything else failed to improve my quality of life. I would go onto having a couple years where I barely noticed the daily pain, bleeding became infrequent and light. Last year I starting bleeding regularly again, then it got heavier, more painful, more frequent, longer. The daily pain came back tenfold. I started having pain before, during and right after going to the bathroom. I began waking up several times a night from the pain, regardelss of menstration. During all this I was dealing with increased pain and swelling in my whole body that worsened during mentration. I went to all sorts of specialists, all coming to the same conclusion; I have some sort of inflammatory disease. My bloodwork showed it, my body showed it, but nothing they could find was specific enough to figure out what was causing all these weird changes. This is only a fraction of what I had been feeling, and every month it was getting worse. I decided to tell my OBGYN that I wanted to move forward with surgery after the question of endometriosis would come up again and again. While waiting for my surgery date I began to feel weak all over. Muscle spasms and tremors I struggled with years ago had returned with extreme weakness in my legs. It wasn’t until one particularly painful breakthrough bleed that I began falling all day long. I had days that I would simply have to crawl on the ground to do things for my pets because if I bent down I would fall over. That week was so bad I spent my nights yelling out in pain and sobbing because I had no relief, nothing could stop how horrible I felt, I started throwing up from how bad the pain was. I was often sleeping or in bed for several full days after work days because of the exhaustion. I have always hated people telling me what I “could or couldn’t do” so everyday to push through I began dissociating and hyperfocusing on how I felt getting to lay in bed. I no longer had time for myself, my art, my friends. People told me it was as simple as quitting my job, but I had a lot of time I could have spent doing other things, it’s just all I felt good enough to do was sleep. I have become extremely depressed and anxious. I spend a good deal of time hiding how bad I had let this build up to be and it was starting to fall apart. People began noticing I wasn’t walking correctly, that I struggled getting up from the ground or even chairs, that I was forgetting simple things or messing up all the time, completely unfocused. It’s because the pain and weakness was getting worse and the disassociating has controlled my life and I had no more room in my head for anything else. I had felt so sick for so long I forgot what it was like to have a “good day”. I don’t know exactly what this surgery will have in store from me until I wake up. The only thing that has kept me going is the hope that we find what it is that is causing my pain so that we can improve my quality of life. I don’t expect a magic cure or miracle, but all I want is to feel better, even if it’s temporary and even if it’s only a little bit. I want to be able to do things again, and I want to have my mind back. So I hope to see you soon with a little more strength and a little more hope.
June 25, 2025 at 8:14 PM
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I'm getting a laparoscopy tomorrow.
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I'm getting a laparoscopy.
June 25, 2025 at 8:14 PM
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NO KINGS HERE ❌ #nokings
June 15, 2025 at 6:27 AM
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My boyfriend brought me to the zoo AND threw me a surprise birthday party with his family and some friends this past weekend it was awesome 🥹❤️🎂
June 11, 2025 at 12:46 AM
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Birthday SALE! 🎂🎉

🌈 Remaining adopts are 5$ off!

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June 10, 2025 at 3:24 PM
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It’s my birthday, time to change my age everywhere lol 🎂
June 10, 2025 at 2:34 PM
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Two more wolfdog friends looking for homes! ❤️🐺

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June 8, 2025 at 4:46 PM
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Twelve brand new wolf adoptables ready for homes! 🐺🌿

ko-fi.com/cryptillian/...
June 4, 2025 at 6:54 PM
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Little mink doodle ♥
June 4, 2025 at 12:18 AM
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Zanzibar Leopard 🐆❤️
May 27, 2025 at 7:15 AM
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Surprise! My sister adopted a new bunny and she’s the sweetest, she’s still working on a new name ❤️🐇
May 25, 2025 at 7:27 PM
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Working hard I promise 💪
May 25, 2025 at 3:06 AM
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Anybody else collect Charlie Bears? I just bought my first one and I am obsessed ❤️🐶
May 18, 2025 at 1:01 AM
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Yearly tribute to a friend 💛
May 13, 2025 at 5:05 PM