Also I am doing voice to text.So ignore all the unnecessary commas and question marks. I promise i'm not illiterate

I think i'm just rambling at how dysfunctional I am at this point...

I'm also really bad at decorating, like I have moved things around on my mantle and my shelves 1000x. i've taken things off and on the wall, because I can't make it look the way that I want it to look & it's really frustrating. I need like an interior decorator and a professional organizer

And I really hate it. It really bothers me and I don't really know what the fix is, for it. If there is one like, how do I fix my brain to make it do things more efficiently to where it actually makes sense??

I do it in video games. Too. like I'm playing slime rancher, and I'm always like moving my slimes around, moving my gardens around trying to figure out what makes the most sense. And then I get to a point where I'm just like this is stupid how I did this, I should have done another way

Because I just want things to be organized and neat and for it to make sense. But no matter what way I do it, I'm always like, "oh, this is terrible. This doesn't make sense, I should have done it like this.What am I doing?"

Like, i feel like every way is the wrong way, and I'm constantly going. Wait, it's dumb to do this because I have this over here and how should I organize this? it becomes so frustrating for me.

What about a Thai Tea?
That shit slaps

To ALLFederal Employees: DO NOT OBEY in ADVANCE. DO NOT OBEY. It is illegal to make you resign. He cannot legally fire you. Stand your ground and support your union who is trying to support you.

I'm so scared

I feel you. yesterday I fully broke down because I couldn't get my eyelashes to stick properly

One of my all time faves. It premiered right after I was born so my mom watched it every week. I grew up with it ❤️