Emmanellain de Fortemps (WoL)
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Emmanellain de Fortemps (WoL)
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A WoL!Emmanellain - because why not.

21+ only
November 27, 2025 at 3:24 AM
...what *other* functions did these serve??? Ew.
November 27, 2025 at 3:22 AM
"Look at you. You're not even sorry! You've just admitted you'd be horrifying him with your actions and you won't even apologize!"
November 27, 2025 at 2:45 AM
>> it because I'm tired of being cruel.

Whatever.
November 26, 2025 at 9:10 PM
"But not mine."
November 26, 2025 at 2:55 AM
... How did they do that.
November 25, 2025 at 5:43 AM
Wonderful! Hmmm.

[He pats at his sides, head tilting]

I think I should have everything I need... Shall we meet in the city?
November 25, 2025 at 5:40 AM
Oh. Oh!

Yes, that makes sense. I shall store them next to mine.

[He very carefully takes some cloth out of his bag and wraps them up individually so they won't get scuffed, or poke any of his things]

I'll return them to you when Madam Olwen is ready to take over.
November 25, 2025 at 5:36 AM
Oh, well if you've recently been we can go elsewhere...?

Though, hm. If you're already attuned that's rather convenient. And I expect Vrtra will still have my accomodations ~ It's a very comfortable room. Plenty of space for us both.
November 25, 2025 at 5:30 AM
[he taps his chin thoughtfully]

Well we probably shouldn't stay in Eorzea...or the Doman region...

Thavnair perhaps?
November 25, 2025 at 5:07 AM
Oh you're so cute. Is this how you get away with everything?
November 25, 2025 at 5:01 AM
"Would Azem have loved me?" He challenges back, voice just as sharp and harsh.

"Would he have considered me a shambling corpse that should hate itself?"
November 25, 2025 at 4:58 AM
Oh of course! Goodness knows I wish I'd had someone to do that for me in my more mentally unwell moments.

Let's just consider this a vacation!
November 25, 2025 at 4:57 AM
I'm... I'm not sure! I've never really... Been anyone's handler.

But I suppose you're right? I should look after you? Make sure you don't ah.. encounter anything upsetting..
November 25, 2025 at 4:41 AM
[facepalm]

No that.. That will not do.
November 25, 2025 at 4:37 AM
>> My eyes? My hair? The way I walk? The sort of jokes I like?! The way I talk to myself when I'm alone?!

You see me and you see your friend and all you feel is *hatred*. You see reminders of him and you want them not just to die, but to *want* to die.

You. Never. Loved. Him.
November 25, 2025 at 4:37 AM
>> time I see a chocobo, or the spires of Ishgard, or snow, or a warm hearth, I think of who I lost.

And I'm determined to protect those things. To love them. To respect his memory by being a good person.

You say I all but *am* your 'dear friend'? Do I remind you of him? Is my voice the same? >>
November 25, 2025 at 4:37 AM
>> my very eyes. /Because/ of me. To /protect/ me.

I felt his hand go limp in mine.

Every time I see the crest on my shield, I'm reminded of him.

Everytime I see a little orphan Elezen boy practicing with a sword, I see him.

Every time I even *smell* hot chocolate, I think of him.

Every >>
November 25, 2025 at 4:37 AM
[it takes just a second for that fragile, helpless little boy to disappear - he drops his bag and grabs the Ascian's wrist. Paladin armor replaces his gardening clothes, briefly blinding in the sunlight, and he holds his sword against Emet-Selch's neck]

I lost my brother.

He died in front of >>
November 25, 2025 at 4:37 AM
...if I really am Azem like you say I am...

Then he hated you.
November 25, 2025 at 4:25 AM
...

[For some reason, that clearly hurts him. Badly.]

[His ears pull back and his eyes start watering]
November 25, 2025 at 4:11 AM