I just want you to know that i heavily regret my actions / srs / srs

I heavily regret my terrible actions and i couldve been a better older brother to you but i was a horrible one
I ruined everything and i am so terribly sorry and ashamed
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I know this wont change things but i just want to put this out there i just am very very guilty of how i did things with our friendship and i was a terrible friend twice
I did deserve all the hatred from your friends though i will admit that
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