...l can either go off somewhere to recharge or go home, thank them obviously.
I'll probably see a professional to help gather my thoughts and put a plan and goals in place to have a more fulfilling life. 2/2

P.S Am l autistic?.... maybe.

2026... it's a new year but continuing to discover who I am and being more confident in me. Letting others know how l felt growing up and that my needs are just as if not more important than their wants. Eg saying no when they keep offering food. And know when my social battery is spent and...1/2

Yesterday l went up first (didn't want to, didn't want to cause a fuss), got the amount l wanted to be satisfied & not stuffed. And yes people suggested l get more (encouraged) twice. At the start and as l finished. I had stuff before so I'm not as hungry. They shouldn't judge. 2/2

(I normally go up last at the self serve buffet, although those hosting, encourage me to go first). I feel like I'm being watched, that's why l want to go up last so they can concentrate on themselves and not look at what I'm getting and judging me. I don't want much, just want to be satisfied. 1/2

Seasons Greetings. Today is a reminder that your mental health matters. If someone is affecting your mental health, remind them that you prioritise your mental health over their beliefs, wishes and demands.
Going through life & putting on a face to please others was not good for my mental health.