i’m going to stay delusional (till the end) 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞

like till literally started getting a nosebleed from the stress of remembering ivan!!! 😭😭 although i understand bc i do wish we got more insight into how he feels about ivan. i’m just going to cope and hope that vivimeng makes an ivantill episode that gives us more of a view into his feelings