CrimsondEVIL
@crimsondevil.bsky.social
A former art kid trying to rebuild their passions || 20 || Chaotic Guud
I'm about to turn 20,for fucks sake.
Like,shouldn't I be happy? I made it!
7-17 year old mes would be surprised and thrilled! We're here and out of that robotic state.
But being present..doesn't feel good.
Like,shouldn't I be happy? I made it!
7-17 year old mes would be surprised and thrilled! We're here and out of that robotic state.
But being present..doesn't feel good.
December 6, 2024 at 2:05 AM
I'm about to turn 20,for fucks sake.
Like,shouldn't I be happy? I made it!
7-17 year old mes would be surprised and thrilled! We're here and out of that robotic state.
But being present..doesn't feel good.
Like,shouldn't I be happy? I made it!
7-17 year old mes would be surprised and thrilled! We're here and out of that robotic state.
But being present..doesn't feel good.
Until..I started being able to really think for myself. Without interruption,and realize just how miserable I truly felt.
Kinda sad,since I wasn't feeling any of it. I mean,like many other folks,I internalize,suppress,shut down any and all emotion. Wants and "less important" needs included.
Kinda sad,since I wasn't feeling any of it. I mean,like many other folks,I internalize,suppress,shut down any and all emotion. Wants and "less important" needs included.
December 6, 2024 at 2:01 AM
Until..I started being able to really think for myself. Without interruption,and realize just how miserable I truly felt.
Kinda sad,since I wasn't feeling any of it. I mean,like many other folks,I internalize,suppress,shut down any and all emotion. Wants and "less important" needs included.
Kinda sad,since I wasn't feeling any of it. I mean,like many other folks,I internalize,suppress,shut down any and all emotion. Wants and "less important" needs included.