Mom: why do you not call me when you’re in trouble

A thread

#childhoodtrauma #childabuse #cptsd

Mom when I’m in my 30s: why don’t you trust me?

Mom when I was growing up: why are you doing this right?/why aren’t you like them?/how are you so bad?
Me (younger): I’m trying my best.

Me: i have no idea! Why do you think I don’t trust you?

#cpts #childhoodtrauma

Sometimes I cry about how comfortable she is now. Mimzy was found on the streets at 5 years old back in 2020. From a scared little baby in a shelter to sleeping with her tummy out. Happy “birthday” baby! #cat #adopt #cats #catchild

Some cosplays from me that have been completed. #loreolympus #cellsatwork #momsterhunter #kirin

Me: *watching delicious in dungeons*
Also me: *my bisexual ass and will look up voice actors* hmmmm that voice sounds familiar
Also also me: IT’S FUCKING @damienhaas.bsky.social
Also also also me: watching ALL OF SMOSH AGAIN

Side note! Totally proud of you, Damien, getting into voice acting!!!

I’m rewatching criminal minds and the episode in season 3 where Reid and Morgan get stuck in the elevator…. I’m an Reid. DO NOT JUMP IN THE ELEVATOR! #criminalminds

I shouldn’t think this but sometimes I wonder who I would be if I wasn’t traumatized by the people who should have been protecting me as a child. I miss her. #cptsd #trauma

I guess blue lives only matter when it’s convenient 🤷‍♀️