i make joke about being mean -> someone enthusiastically agrees -> i get sad -> i obsessively think about how i, apparently, am actually mean & try to figure out the points where i’ve been being mean -> i reflect on how everyone in my life thinks i’m an evil bitch -> repeat

i need to lock in and start making my own clothes, i have free time & the only thing stopping me is literally my boobs.

took a test today, you’ll never guess the results