This is my FAVORITE FAVORITE FAVORITEEE. I will try and find more with this vibe but AAA THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO CREATE

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In all honesty… i don’t want to work 😭 especially since this would be lab work again but i need to… the only solution to being busy is bringing my ipad with me at all times and draw every chance i get…

But since i’m switching different frames it feels like i’m drawing a bit more… it’s boring and repetitive but it sort of works itself out…

Oh no i’m so sorry about that… i hope she comes home safely

To summarize, it’s the pains of liking a “minor coupling”

the fact that i love something that is a lot of people’s landmine makes me depressed… but i also feel more motivated to be bold. i get really happy when i work hard while sticking my middle finger going “FUCK YOU. I’LL SHOW YOU.” I want to keep that energy.

Interviews are not my strong suit 🥲 then again i was feeling depressed after quitting my job that i was reluctant on working again… but i do want to earn a bit of money as i complete my degree before going possibly full time applying for internships…