The reason there is a few hour gap in posting this is cause afterwards I got tired from making myself write this and went to sleep for 6 hours after....I don't know why basic writng tires me out so badly

so, I wanted some advice or suggestions on how other people relax who suffer from the same thing and get into a feeling safe mindset to create.

My advice is to start simple. Find an artist, a cartoon, or anything that has a very approachable style that you can dissect into individual parts. Think MLP, Animal Crossing, Sonic, Mario... Break pictures down into individual parts and learn how they fit together. Practice by copying!