Tryingnl but I'm a jack of.all trade but a master to none. I want to try everything but nothing stiiiiicksss

- reading and I apologize in advance for this. Things have been rough mentally for.. years. So yeah. I appreciate you being here.

- no support(i say little for REASONS) I know I get discouraged easily due to other recent realizations about myself and it's sucks. I'm hoping that I can try to be on here, tumblr, red note and any other places I switch to and HOPEFULLY I can find my people again.. for anyone here. Thanks for-

- I just hate that I have to decide between where my motivation and energy must be dedicated to instead of having both my passion and stability. I know I don't have a presence online, but I do in certain con circuts. It sucks to see it start slowly slipping away, all my hard work. With little to-

- get inspired to take that leap to do art or perform. I want this so bad... but WHY do the UNIVERSE hate for me to have it? It's a never ending struggle of work now and get money or slow climb to it. Now, due to outside things I know it's my own fault where I am now but still.. I'm still trying-

- why must I choose between being able to survive and something I WANT to do.. I want to still inspire so many other people at conventions to take their initiative like I've done so many times. I've encountered so many who have started to do their passions because they talked to me at my booth and-

- everything on your own seems to be impossible. I really want to create. I really want to continue to go to cons as an artist and a performer but my god trying to survive is exhausting.. despite any and all possible mental illneses I may have. I still try to strive for this. Why is this so hard?-

I really hope that will be something you can achieve! I want the SAME thing. I'm sure you can do it!

I've had this app for a awhile. Lol it's basically twitter lol

I know of flip clip which I knowni could probably utilize it enough but I know render would have to be done externally which would be ROUGH. I would have to look into rough animator though o.o