there's always this dramatic contrast of what gets popular and what I think is my best work

shits just frustrating and confusing and I don't get why people don't like the shit I make

i think having to get hyper specific about scenes to have value is lame, I think jazz sense is oft coveted, and music shouldn't be thought of in terms of being either jazz or not jazz. shouldn't have to require it, shouldn't have to be without it

i also don't like lumping in pilotredsun and my personal goat Koronba into the scene too, if we honestly want to quantify it as a communal thing, they ain't involved with us, contemporaneously or as being in a friend group. maybe they'd like it, I dunno. feels wrong tho

*without getting away from society itself cuz that's when you end up doing really insanius shit

uninteresting is the strangest musical critique I hear. just be really into books. reading is hard. it's ok. music is cool. ain't books tho

it's funny seeing people critique ambient or drone albums. people just wanna calmly sleep (like me) and people just tear it down for lacking musical information and for being "UNINTERESTING." until it's popular or framed as genius and pioneering enough of course and you can look smart as you sleep

no other option but to insert a cartoon dolphin now. repeat until dead