Probably just going to try to sleep this off. It's the least I can do.

I lost hope a while ago. I don't think it'll be coming back anytime soon, at least at this rate.

Never know what to do or say about it. I opt to just keep quiet because confiding or saying anything brings little comfort at best, and distress at worst.

I'm so shit at this.

I wish to enjoy Minecraft (been playing Cobblemon lately), GW2, OSRS, art...

I hope I can get a handle on my health, too.

Need to catch up.

Oh my GOD I am so sorry. 😫 I feel your pain.

Ngl it has crossed my mind once or twice that I may have luck like this, too. May the RNG gods have mercy. 😭🙏

Thank you!! What's your KC and unsired drops looking like?

I haven't gotten an unsired yet but I'm roughly ~100 KC in. ^^

I do not wish to be or feel so unwell. I am trying to take comfort in things I previously enjoyed again.

Anhedonia and all that be damned, I will try to enjoy life and what it has to offer more.

Seeking comfort and peace within my brain.

I don't think a lot of folks truly understand just how unwell I have become over the years - but... I am grateful to those who do, and still have faith in me.

Slowly working on healing and coping with whatever comes my way though.

I am trying my best. I just wish I had more energy...

I think I like Sire (fight wise) more than the Grotesque Guardians... but they're both pretty damn cool concept-wise.

I am merely observing these feelings and states in an attempt to ground and process them. Writing it here or to a friend helps in that.

Hopefully, I'll be able to come back enough to get up to finishing up some art. I really need to and want to.

🙏

I'm going to start blocking/muting/unfollowing people who don't do the bare minimum of labeling their porn LMAO