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@couldntde-cide.bsky.social
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☆ 14 ⸝⸝⸝ I WILL TALK ABOUT SELF-HARM dni if you don't like it!! . :
𓏵 ── `` Mentally (UN)stable
☆ 14 ⸝⸝⸝ I WILL TALK ABOUT SELF-HARM dni if you don't like it!! . :
𓏵 ── `` Mentally (UN)stable
I haven't talked to him all day
And- I feel bad
But
I just
I don't want to talk to anyone
At all
I just
I can't keep pretending I'm happy when I'm not
And- I feel bad
But
I just
I don't want to talk to anyone
At all
I just
I can't keep pretending I'm happy when I'm not
December 23, 2025 at 3:36 AM
I haven't talked to him all day
And- I feel bad
But
I just
I don't want to talk to anyone
At all
I just
I can't keep pretending I'm happy when I'm not
And- I feel bad
But
I just
I don't want to talk to anyone
At all
I just
I can't keep pretending I'm happy when I'm not
I cut myself again
I did it
I ruined everything
I keep thinking of killing myself
Of just making a noose out of my scarf and hanging myself
Or overdosing on all the pills
I did it
I ruined everything
I keep thinking of killing myself
Of just making a noose out of my scarf and hanging myself
Or overdosing on all the pills
December 22, 2025 at 4:33 AM
I cut myself again
I did it
I ruined everything
I keep thinking of killing myself
Of just making a noose out of my scarf and hanging myself
Or overdosing on all the pills
I did it
I ruined everything
I keep thinking of killing myself
Of just making a noose out of my scarf and hanging myself
Or overdosing on all the pills
I can't stand it anymore
Each day my depression and struggles get worse
I'm tempted to end it more and more
Each day my depression and struggles get worse
I'm tempted to end it more and more
December 20, 2025 at 11:43 PM
I can't stand it anymore
Each day my depression and struggles get worse
I'm tempted to end it more and more
Each day my depression and struggles get worse
I'm tempted to end it more and more
I'm going to kill myself
December 19, 2025 at 9:56 PM
I'm going to kill myself
He's playing Roblox but he can't even message me a simple hi? Anything? Nothing? I feel hurt.
December 4, 2025 at 4:57 AM
He's playing Roblox but he can't even message me a simple hi? Anything? Nothing? I feel hurt.
Idk if they got worse or better... I think they're slowly healing
TW (TRIGGER WARNING): Self harm, sh
TW (TRIGGER WARNING): Self harm, sh
December 3, 2025 at 2:47 AM
Idk if they got worse or better... I think they're slowly healing
TW (TRIGGER WARNING): Self harm, sh
TW (TRIGGER WARNING): Self harm, sh
He's been playing a game on Roblox with his joins off, so I can't see what he's playing, and it's making me very paranoid.
Plus, he's not responding to my messages
Plus, he's not responding to my messages
December 1, 2025 at 12:12 AM
He's been playing a game on Roblox with his joins off, so I can't see what he's playing, and it's making me very paranoid.
Plus, he's not responding to my messages
Plus, he's not responding to my messages
These fuckass yuri bots
Stop interacting with me
Stop interacting with me
November 30, 2025 at 3:34 AM
These fuckass yuri bots
Stop interacting with me
Stop interacting with me
I also kinda made a post about him on here, so.... yeah.
November 30, 2025 at 3:30 AM
I also kinda made a post about him on here, so.... yeah.
Boyfie asked for my vent alt but I kinda don't want him to have it... But I don't wanna make him untrustworthy of me
November 30, 2025 at 3:30 AM
Boyfie asked for my vent alt but I kinda don't want him to have it... But I don't wanna make him untrustworthy of me
Is it normal and okay to be jealous when your boyfriend talks about his relationship with another girl?
November 30, 2025 at 2:50 AM
Is it normal and okay to be jealous when your boyfriend talks about his relationship with another girl?
I rinsed my cuts
They feel a bit better now and don't sting as much
They feel a bit better now and don't sting as much
November 26, 2025 at 1:47 AM
I rinsed my cuts
They feel a bit better now and don't sting as much
They feel a bit better now and don't sting as much
My cuts sting a bit now
But it'll go away sooner or later
But it'll go away sooner or later
November 26, 2025 at 1:42 AM
My cuts sting a bit now
But it'll go away sooner or later
But it'll go away sooner or later
I ended up caving in and telling him
I'm probably not gonna tell him I did it again
I don't wanna be scolded
Or worried so much about
I don't wanna be scolded
Or worried so much about
November 26, 2025 at 1:26 AM
I ended up caving in and telling him
I did it again this morning
November 25, 2025 at 10:24 PM
I did it again this morning
I got the scissors ^-^
November 25, 2025 at 4:59 AM
I got the scissors ^-^
I purposely hurt myself for the first time ever last night.
I don't know what happened, I-
I just felt the urge to, and I did
I had some scissors in my room and they weren't sharp enough to make me bleed but I did leave a mark
And because it didn't make me bleed
I got a razor instead
I don't know what happened, I-
I just felt the urge to, and I did
I had some scissors in my room and they weren't sharp enough to make me bleed but I did leave a mark
And because it didn't make me bleed
I got a razor instead
November 24, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I purposely hurt myself for the first time ever last night.
I don't know what happened, I-
I just felt the urge to, and I did
I had some scissors in my room and they weren't sharp enough to make me bleed but I did leave a mark
And because it didn't make me bleed
I got a razor instead
I don't know what happened, I-
I just felt the urge to, and I did
I had some scissors in my room and they weren't sharp enough to make me bleed but I did leave a mark
And because it didn't make me bleed
I got a razor instead
I just love myself!
Not.
Why am I like this
I hate it so much
I don't even know what to say
Not.
Why am I like this
I hate it so much
I don't even know what to say
November 23, 2025 at 5:09 AM
I just love myself!
Not.
Why am I like this
I hate it so much
I don't even know what to say
Not.
Why am I like this
I hate it so much
I don't even know what to say
Ughhh
Why am I such a sensitive little baby
Like it's not even funny
And the amount of jealousy I feel is insane
I don't even know why I have to be worried.
No, no, I have a right to be worried.
I don't know, I just...
I get really bad trust issues sometimes
Why am I such a sensitive little baby
Like it's not even funny
And the amount of jealousy I feel is insane
I don't even know why I have to be worried.
No, no, I have a right to be worried.
I don't know, I just...
I get really bad trust issues sometimes
November 23, 2025 at 4:46 AM
Ughhh
Why am I such a sensitive little baby
Like it's not even funny
And the amount of jealousy I feel is insane
I don't even know why I have to be worried.
No, no, I have a right to be worried.
I don't know, I just...
I get really bad trust issues sometimes
Why am I such a sensitive little baby
Like it's not even funny
And the amount of jealousy I feel is insane
I don't even know why I have to be worried.
No, no, I have a right to be worried.
I don't know, I just...
I get really bad trust issues sometimes
I'm gonna
I'm gonna fucking kill myself
I can't stand living like this
Why?
Why?
Why did I have to be born in a family like this
Is this a punishment?
For what?
I never did anything
I tried to be so good
I'm sorry I wanted to have more freedom
To not feel suffocated under your hands
I'm gonna fucking kill myself
I can't stand living like this
Why?
Why?
Why did I have to be born in a family like this
Is this a punishment?
For what?
I never did anything
I tried to be so good
I'm sorry I wanted to have more freedom
To not feel suffocated under your hands
November 19, 2025 at 2:45 PM
I'm gonna
I'm gonna fucking kill myself
I can't stand living like this
Why?
Why?
Why did I have to be born in a family like this
Is this a punishment?
For what?
I never did anything
I tried to be so good
I'm sorry I wanted to have more freedom
To not feel suffocated under your hands
I'm gonna fucking kill myself
I can't stand living like this
Why?
Why?
Why did I have to be born in a family like this
Is this a punishment?
For what?
I never did anything
I tried to be so good
I'm sorry I wanted to have more freedom
To not feel suffocated under your hands
Reposted by 𝔎𝔦𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔎𝔞𝔱
Man, I've been so agitated today. I don't know if it's lack of sleep, stress, or because of what went on yesterday
October 12, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Man, I've been so agitated today. I don't know if it's lack of sleep, stress, or because of what went on yesterday
I was so energetic earlier today and now I'm just... not? This happens every day. I don't know what causes it.
October 10, 2025 at 1:38 AM
I was so energetic earlier today and now I'm just... not? This happens every day. I don't know what causes it.
Ha.... I have food but I don't want to eat it. I just can't get myself to, but I'm hungry.
October 10, 2025 at 1:36 AM
Ha.... I have food but I don't want to eat it. I just can't get myself to, but I'm hungry.