do i belong in platinum? fuck no but if i get there i get there. currently peaked at gold 2 on both open queue and dps role queue (i refuse to do my 5v5 tank placements fuck you) rn which is WAYYY higher than i ever thought id be so i really am satisfied

id probably have to go by myself which scares me the most but like what other opportunities am i gonna get to meet ventures voice actor 😮‍💨 n its just under a year away so maybe,,,,maybe ill suck it up n go

on the other side of that though i very well could be met with a text in the work group chat which might be worst case scenario here i cant lie

luckily unless someone messes w it they wont be able to see allat + my name isnt on said sketchbook and none of my coworkers have seen my current art so even if they do see it maybe they wont know and i can be saved the embarrassment (<<< coping)

"what about doomfist or sojourn" you might ask. well. i will throw every game i play trying to make that happen and i really would rather die than learn doomfist. no hate to sojourn tho love you girl i might do it one day im just buns

an "ended on awkward terms" ex at that

venture breathes and i ask myself how many posts i can make about it while sounding a little less insane than they make me feel in every single post

literally a 2 second moment and im still like yeah lemme lock in now

this skin (ngl both their new one and masked rose) woulda ate so bad as a legendary but thats okay,,,,thats fine,,,,im just happy the venture drought only lasted a season