I have to do something idly bored, in Indonesian language, the slang is gabut

Will gabut then

Correction: off

Correction: 2025.11.21, I am of by 4 months lul

Now, all I need is to hope for the best and prepare for the worst, should any meltdown arises in the future🤞😬

Just please... refer me back to this thread if I am lashing out next time 🙏

And as an Indonesian, this is also available in Indonesian language too

So, to what I called "repent my own sin": I made a diagram for quick decision when having interpersonal conflict.

It is made to be simple and straightforward. So when I got hurted in the future, at least I have a safety net when it happens, even a prolonged hurt can benefit from this

I understand that it's okay to be not okay, my confession is more likely to be no secrets at all. Emotional hurt can happens to anyone at anytime after all

But f**k, I felt shame 😭