Any account that’s not the one I’m currently responding from is fake lol

When I’m gone, please know that I tried my best and that I had fun. That I loved hard and truly lived every day like it was my last. All I ever wanted to do was feel safe. All I ever wanted was to be loved, unconditionally.

I have wanted to die so many times in my life. I thankfully failed every time. But what if one of these times I actually succeed? Who will even care?

I’ve overcome so much in my life. Made it out of poverty with only hard work and endless determination. Lived through trauma, abuse, assault, violence. I always got back up and kept trying. But I don’t feel like trying anymore.

I have been hiding my pain for so long, putting on a brave face and pretending everything is fine. It’s not fine. I’m not fine. The bad thoughts are very loud sometimes and it scares me.

ugh I want one so badly but I’m scared of the hole it’ll leave in my face 😅

I really love @connperignon.bsky.social !

Thank you!!!! 🫶

I’m leaving the country early next month so I won’t be listing the merch I already have in stock rn bc I won’t be able to ship it, but come Jan….. 😬😬😬