D thinking along exactly those lines these last few weeks too.. I've been in complete disarray after being fired, relationship struggles, personal problems and the fear of losing my mind and everything else I have left to me to stress induced madness. I feel utterly vulnerable.

I definitely feel like I'm a burden, too.. I will take on self harm before I will allow any of that to harm someone else.
My pre transition self was a destructive bastard who hurt the one's he loved, even though he wasn't trying to do that at all.
His self hate just affected everyone around him..

It's something many of us want, from my own experience and that of others I know.
Security is important to women. We're vulnerable, and we want to be able to feel safe, loved and protected by those we love.

Four rocky planets, yes.

I can't tell you how glad I am that Trump in not my country's leader.

So happy for you, girl...
I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to get my kitty, but it makes me happy when someone else does...and a little jealous too..
I'd be lying if I said it didn't.

Wishing you a speedy recovery and safe return home. x