Kevin (He/Him)
@compnerdkev.bsky.social
🌉 SF Bay Area is home | IT engineer 💻 | Proudly 🏳️🌈 & Partnered to @cmhylton.bsky.social | Dog dad 🐾 | Sci-fi enthusiast 👽 | Gardener 🌻 | Stargazer ✨ | Rental property investor 🏠 | Dreaming of early retirement in Mexico 🌊
Torn Current
I drift where silence bruises the air,
where wanting is a blade
that never cuts clean.
Two tides pull—
neither merciful.
One whispers stay.
The other devours.
I am what’s left
when the body can’t choose
which drowning to call home.
I drift where silence bruises the air,
where wanting is a blade
that never cuts clean.
Two tides pull—
neither merciful.
One whispers stay.
The other devours.
I am what’s left
when the body can’t choose
which drowning to call home.
October 24, 2025 at 3:00 PM
Torn Current
I drift where silence bruises the air,
where wanting is a blade
that never cuts clean.
Two tides pull—
neither merciful.
One whispers stay.
The other devours.
I am what’s left
when the body can’t choose
which drowning to call home.
I drift where silence bruises the air,
where wanting is a blade
that never cuts clean.
Two tides pull—
neither merciful.
One whispers stay.
The other devours.
I am what’s left
when the body can’t choose
which drowning to call home.
I'm still figuring myself out.
…
But at least I'm still here, still trying.
…
But at least I'm still here, still trying.
October 16, 2025 at 10:21 PM
I'm still figuring myself out.
…
But at least I'm still here, still trying.
…
But at least I'm still here, still trying.
Time folds, a slow wing,
what I was keeps dissolving,
becoming the sky.
what I was keeps dissolving,
becoming the sky.
October 16, 2025 at 2:17 AM
Time folds, a slow wing,
what I was keeps dissolving,
becoming the sky.
what I was keeps dissolving,
becoming the sky.
Forever grateful for artists who soundtrack our lives. Bentley Robles, your music has been on repeat through the highs and lows—esp. Kiss My Friends + Chaotic Erotica. Seeing you live & sharing a moment was pure magic. The world is brighter (and louder) with you in it.
August 21, 2025 at 8:50 PM
Forever grateful for artists who soundtrack our lives. Bentley Robles, your music has been on repeat through the highs and lows—esp. Kiss My Friends + Chaotic Erotica. Seeing you live & sharing a moment was pure magic. The world is brighter (and louder) with you in it.
Fascism doesn't announce itself with a press release. It arrives in quiet, accumulating permissions: Deportations without due process. Book bans. Attacks on
queerness. Normalized cruelty. Weaponized silence.
queerness. Normalized cruelty. Weaponized silence.
August 21, 2025 at 7:20 PM
Fascism doesn't announce itself with a press release. It arrives in quiet, accumulating permissions: Deportations without due process. Book bans. Attacks on
queerness. Normalized cruelty. Weaponized silence.
queerness. Normalized cruelty. Weaponized silence.
My friend Eddie is visiting from Texas. He’s a wine guy. And he’s currently going through every bottle in our collection. He’s like a kid in a candy store. 😂
June 8, 2025 at 2:08 AM
My friend Eddie is visiting from Texas. He’s a wine guy. And he’s currently going through every bottle in our collection. He’s like a kid in a candy store. 😂
🌈✨ Pride Means Being Seen ✨🌈
Got my ears pierced this week — not just for the look, but to reclaim something I lost long ago; 45 years of blending in. Today, I chose to be seen.
#Pride #QueerHealing #VisibilityMatters #BeSeen #ComingHomeToMyself
Got my ears pierced this week — not just for the look, but to reclaim something I lost long ago; 45 years of blending in. Today, I chose to be seen.
#Pride #QueerHealing #VisibilityMatters #BeSeen #ComingHomeToMyself
June 6, 2025 at 3:16 AM
🌈✨ Pride Means Being Seen ✨🌈
Got my ears pierced this week — not just for the look, but to reclaim something I lost long ago; 45 years of blending in. Today, I chose to be seen.
#Pride #QueerHealing #VisibilityMatters #BeSeen #ComingHomeToMyself
Got my ears pierced this week — not just for the look, but to reclaim something I lost long ago; 45 years of blending in. Today, I chose to be seen.
#Pride #QueerHealing #VisibilityMatters #BeSeen #ComingHomeToMyself
Despite being very far from home, and missing those we love, it was a good first day in Mexico City.
April 4, 2025 at 2:49 PM
Despite being very far from home, and missing those we love, it was a good first day in Mexico City.
Took a “me day” in SF. Coffee, a book, rain by the bridge. Found the Wave Organ—haunting and beautiful. Still sorting through heavy stuff, but today I gave myself space. And for now, that’s enough.
Special thanks to my friend Miguel for the book recommendation and those who checked in. 🫶🏻
Special thanks to my friend Miguel for the book recommendation and those who checked in. 🫶🏻
April 2, 2025 at 3:41 AM
Took a “me day” in SF. Coffee, a book, rain by the bridge. Found the Wave Organ—haunting and beautiful. Still sorting through heavy stuff, but today I gave myself space. And for now, that’s enough.
Special thanks to my friend Miguel for the book recommendation and those who checked in. 🫶🏻
Special thanks to my friend Miguel for the book recommendation and those who checked in. 🫶🏻
I picked up Let Them by Mel Robins this weekend, after a long search at many bookstores to find it, I happened upon it at the bookstore at SFO. Very excited to read this!
March 25, 2025 at 5:38 PM
I picked up Let Them by Mel Robins this weekend, after a long search at many bookstores to find it, I happened upon it at the bookstore at SFO. Very excited to read this!
Finally spotted some pride in Texas. 🏳️🌈
March 24, 2025 at 2:29 PM
Finally spotted some pride in Texas. 🏳️🌈
2025 has been relentless—loss, heartbreak, and a mind that won’t quiet. Meta only fed the spiral, cozying up to fascism while I spiraled deeper. I’m stepping back to breathe, to exist without the noise. If you’re still here, thank you. Just trying to find my way through the dark.
February 18, 2025 at 6:26 AM
2025 has been relentless—loss, heartbreak, and a mind that won’t quiet. Meta only fed the spiral, cozying up to fascism while I spiraled deeper. I’m stepping back to breathe, to exist without the noise. If you’re still here, thank you. Just trying to find my way through the dark.
Reflecting. Recentering. Reprioritizing. Healing. Growing.
January 14, 2025 at 9:53 PM
Reflecting. Recentering. Reprioritizing. Healing. Growing.
Feeling heartbroken and overwhelmed. Losing my job and navigating so many emotions at once has been crushing. I’m grateful for Chris and the friends who’ve shown me love, but healing feels so far away. Trying to take it one day at a time, even when the weight feels unbearable.
January 11, 2025 at 11:35 AM
Feeling heartbroken and overwhelmed. Losing my job and navigating so many emotions at once has been crushing. I’m grateful for Chris and the friends who’ve shown me love, but healing feels so far away. Trying to take it one day at a time, even when the weight feels unbearable.
Trying to motivate myself. This poem was written by ChatGPT.
January 9, 2025 at 6:48 PM
Trying to motivate myself. This poem was written by ChatGPT.
First boo I’m reading for 2025: The Ethical Slut, 3rd edition.
January 6, 2025 at 2:20 AM
First boo I’m reading for 2025: The Ethical Slut, 3rd edition.
I encourage you to copy and re-post this.
National Suicide Prevention Hotline
Call: 0800 689 5652 (UK)
1-800-273-8255 (USA)
1.833.456.4566 (Canada)
#Text988
Call before you fall!!
#MentalHealthMatters
National Suicide Prevention Hotline
Call: 0800 689 5652 (UK)
1-800-273-8255 (USA)
1.833.456.4566 (Canada)
#Text988
Call before you fall!!
#MentalHealthMatters
December 24, 2024 at 3:08 PM
I encourage you to copy and re-post this.
National Suicide Prevention Hotline
Call: 0800 689 5652 (UK)
1-800-273-8255 (USA)
1.833.456.4566 (Canada)
#Text988
Call before you fall!!
#MentalHealthMatters
National Suicide Prevention Hotline
Call: 0800 689 5652 (UK)
1-800-273-8255 (USA)
1.833.456.4566 (Canada)
#Text988
Call before you fall!!
#MentalHealthMatters
What a fun way to kick off the week before Christmas! Jinx and Dela Holiday spectacular on Thursday, followed by Golden Girls Live Friday.
December 22, 2024 at 11:20 PM
What a fun way to kick off the week before Christmas! Jinx and Dela Holiday spectacular on Thursday, followed by Golden Girls Live Friday.
I voted for her.
December 22, 2024 at 9:05 PM
I voted for her.
Didn’t get an alert where I am. I’m near Half Moon Bay. I did. However wake to a loud bang as my deck heater fell over (deck is over the bedroom).
December 14, 2024 at 5:56 PM
Didn’t get an alert where I am. I’m near Half Moon Bay. I did. However wake to a loud bang as my deck heater fell over (deck is over the bedroom).
Right there with Hitler, so he’s in good company.
December 12, 2024 at 5:47 PM
Right there with Hitler, so he’s in good company.
Ace (left) and Gracie—my babies!
December 3, 2024 at 12:28 PM
Ace (left) and Gracie—my babies!