death is a fact of life but i dont want it to be mine, i think it doesnt help that i dont believe in an afterlife bc theres just no proof of it so id rather stay in this reality as shitty as it can get

i think of the years passing me by and it terrifies me even tho i know ill still have 80 years to go, i want to keep experiencing life

got too many ideas i want to finish up.. sea horror.. pojang kids in many situations.. etc etc