Also a good reason to think about what we love and hate, do we really have said feelings towards it? Or is it something deeper?

But it can also work reversed, like how if someone were to be SA in their childhood, instead of hating being touched, they would resort to hypersexualization, finding "comfort" In the familiar things related to their trauma. Even if that familiar feeling, isn't.. Always good.

Still needs a bit work, but hey, it's progress, so that's good🤠 also speedpaint!

Having my own little house in the country side where I live on my own, maybe get a dog or a cat, grow a garden and crops. Maybe have friends near some villages. Feel the breeze, sing a long to my own tune. Make things. Not feeling exhausted mentally. Away from my family.

For me is content, but not empty. Calm, but not lost. Feeling deep, not just looking out for physical signs.

They keep trying, it's not enough, now get this, panic, grive, the past where everyone shuts A down, pushing and punishing, to the point of broken pieces catching up, the words "Not enough." echoing in their mind.

Now A believes they're not enough, never will, no matter how kuch they try. 🤠

Now get this. 😇 we have character A, they love character B, ver much.. So much like their life depends on it. 🙂 but they can't pour it, like, they struggle, so.. Damn much. They tried, and every single time, they *failed*.