Pretty much every system we know experiences those exact sorts of doubts, even ones that've been aware of their plurality for years and years. Sure doesn't make you less likely to be plural fwiw

your children and grand children and their children too are going to suffer and when they ask you why and how it happened you're going to have to either lie to them, or explain that you burned their future to the ground because you didn't like trans people and you worshiped the rich.