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Rachel Bean, still sick
@colocharachel.bsky.social
living on SSDI since February 2024

I SAID I LOVED YOU AND I WANTED
GENOCIDE TO STOP
-June Jordan

“I’m just an asshole who tries hard” -Kelly Hayes

Ojibwe land; Pine County, Minnesota

she/her
Spotted this stack of newspapers in an antique mall in Danbury, Wisconsin and took this picture specifically for @itsthebrandi.bsky.social.
November 8, 2025 at 8:06 PM
In February we’ll have had Iris for 9 of her 11+ years of life and my partner has her name tattooed over his eyebrow. She’s our best girl and she always seems to get sick on weekends when the regular vet is not open.
October 12, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Hi all. I’m at the emergency vet with my old girl Iris this morning and I know that’s going to cost me at least half my SSDI check that just came Friday no matter what the issue is.
🫠😩😔

Starting a cf thread here now; will update with a total need when I know.

V: colocha_rachel
$: ColochaRachel
October 12, 2025 at 12:16 PM
tweets might be gone but my 2021 camera roll isn’t:

Winston Way message board, June 2021.
July 29, 2025 at 1:26 PM
hi all.

WF let me know that my account is below zero which means I am out of SSDI funds until about 8/15. I had a number of one off expenses (contact lenses, vet visit, tires) in June and July and now I need help making it to my next check. 🌻

V: colocha_rachel
$: ColochaRachel
July 26, 2025 at 8:03 PM
One of the most precious compliments i ever received was from the late @mollyboom.bsky.social last year and it popped into my head today so i went to go find the exchange.

She said “you are a life saver, a saver of life”.

She called a lot of people lifesavers but “saver of life” grabbed me.
July 22, 2025 at 8:13 PM
All of this is the *exact* lifespan model that Mackereth (and probably others I should know about) lays out. When I encountered these posts on IG it was like a lens finally focused.
July 3, 2025 at 5:59 AM
Finding out just now about the death of @mollyboom.bsky.social just devastated me and we never met in person.

But she sent me $20 mutual aid often when I was waiting for disability and I sent her a collage I made based on her prompts.

She said she’d try to make her last words “free palestine”.
June 21, 2025 at 5:47 AM
Your thoughts here made me think about this from Bree Newsome when she was on Movement Memos a few years ago; I come back to it often:
June 2, 2025 at 12:48 AM
I am a couple stitches away from finishing this cross stitch I made for a friend.

The pattern I bought from someone on Etsy and I used leftover thread from the mushroom kit I did earlier this year. Had to inscribe it when I ran out of the thread I needed to finish the flowers.
June 2, 2025 at 12:31 AM
Yesterday we bought a “new” car from 2003 so naturally I had to get out my CD collection from 2003 to put in the console:
May 30, 2025 at 6:43 PM
5 years ago, a group of us commandeered the former Sheraton hotel and turned it into the Sanctuary Hotel for a messy couple weeks full of possibility.

Minneapolis’ various encampment responses grew out of these seeds:
May 30, 2025 at 3:26 PM
This is my video of the moment the Third Precinct went up in flames:
May 25, 2025 at 8:09 PM
I’m home alone today so I’m watching a really interesting film on Kanopy:

El Golpe Blanco- The White Coup published in 1975 by German filmmakers about the CIA funded coup in Chile.
April 17, 2025 at 4:06 PM
This skeet of Saeed’s has been ringing in my head for the last 10 days because I have some personal good news to share and it DOES feel hard to make a declarative statement of joy!

My partner and I bought a cabin in the woods of Pine County of MN to fix up and make our forever home.
April 7, 2025 at 2:58 AM
My full-time gigging musician husband is having ✨top surgery✨ on April 23rd!

He is also my primary care support (he does 90% of the cooking and the dog care).

If you’d like to support our care & door dash fund during his 8 weeks of recovery:

V: colocha_rachel
$: ColochaRachel
March 31, 2025 at 6:31 PM
And just like that, tiny stitchery complete!

Now I have to figure out the less cute part of sewing it together.
March 9, 2025 at 10:10 PM
Gah nearly immediate gratification this little guy stitched so fast. One last round of couching stitches to go!
March 9, 2025 at 9:32 PM
Someone’s claimed this kit and look how cute it is coming along!
March 9, 2025 at 8:37 PM
It stitches super fast and is big and chunky and, depending on the final form you want it in, could probably finish it in the next day or two. (Finding or making a pin cushion form would take longer than the stitching for sure.)
March 9, 2025 at 7:59 PM
I’ve got this 1970s owl pin cushion kit from paragon and would love to make it for you.

Could be in pin cushion form or could be just a little patch to frame or sew onto a garment.

Do you need this little owl stitched for $10 plus optional tip?
March 9, 2025 at 7:25 PM
Stitching complete! We did it!
March 9, 2025 at 4:35 AM
Getting so close to finishing this mushroom kit!

I think I might be able complete the stitching tonight.
March 8, 2025 at 2:33 AM
Today’s progress on the mushroom kit!

I’ve completed 9 colors out of 20 (excepting where I can’t add more of color 9 until after i stitch color 11) and it feels like maybe I’m on the descent toward finishing now.
February 28, 2025 at 8:43 AM
Today’s progress on the mushroom kit. Gah so fun!

It looks like I’m picking colors at random but I’m just going up the numbered organizer the threads came on in order.
February 27, 2025 at 6:30 AM