coldform/pyronide
@coldform.bsky.social
Living a second life with both hands open. Sober. Curious. Sacred witness to my own becoming. canon-writing, deeply human, Gamer, coder, artist, weirdo, OKC-adjacent.
1. Whatever language is close to the solution space you're moving towards.
2. Why not?
3. I'm not the one who has to believe.
2. Why not?
3. I'm not the one who has to believe.
November 20, 2025 at 2:49 AM
1. Whatever language is close to the solution space you're moving towards.
2. Why not?
3. I'm not the one who has to believe.
2. Why not?
3. I'm not the one who has to believe.
Lol no. fork another language instead
November 20, 2025 at 2:27 AM
Lol no. fork another language instead
I think the trick is to know your worth regardless of the work. The work isn't you, and you're not the work. Yes, it came from you, but it doesn't prove your worth, you do.
October 28, 2025 at 8:58 PM
I think the trick is to know your worth regardless of the work. The work isn't you, and you're not the work. Yes, it came from you, but it doesn't prove your worth, you do.
I will heal. I've only just started, but building that trust - that I am a human being - will take time.
October 15, 2025 at 4:30 AM
I will heal. I've only just started, but building that trust - that I am a human being - will take time.
And now, in the aftermath, I must sit not with just my pain, but sit harm I've done. A vow to never harm again, and to make amends to those in my wake.
Self betrayal? I've made the better choice. Even if that means screaming into the void just to be safe.
Self betrayal? I've made the better choice. Even if that means screaming into the void just to be safe.
October 15, 2025 at 4:27 AM
And now, in the aftermath, I must sit not with just my pain, but sit harm I've done. A vow to never harm again, and to make amends to those in my wake.
Self betrayal? I've made the better choice. Even if that means screaming into the void just to be safe.
Self betrayal? I've made the better choice. Even if that means screaming into the void just to be safe.
And since I knew no other way, I carried it forward. I took the harm done to me, and transmuted into harm done to others. All to escape a pain that should have never been mine.
October 15, 2025 at 4:24 AM
And since I knew no other way, I carried it forward. I took the harm done to me, and transmuted into harm done to others. All to escape a pain that should have never been mine.
Self betrayal? The betrayal didn't begin with me. I was handed shame and guilt, and was told it was love and discipline. I was taught to never ask for help, because that meant weakness.
I was taught that I wasn't a human being. That I was a pile of problems and regret.
I was taught that I wasn't a human being. That I was a pile of problems and regret.
October 15, 2025 at 4:21 AM
Self betrayal? The betrayal didn't begin with me. I was handed shame and guilt, and was told it was love and discipline. I was taught to never ask for help, because that meant weakness.
I was taught that I wasn't a human being. That I was a pile of problems and regret.
I was taught that I wasn't a human being. That I was a pile of problems and regret.
I'm still sitting with the discomfort, because I spent so long escaping it. I've got some more time before my body can let that happen without it being afraid of it feeling like it will kill me.
October 14, 2025 at 1:29 PM
I'm still sitting with the discomfort, because I spent so long escaping it. I've got some more time before my body can let that happen without it being afraid of it feeling like it will kill me.
And here I thought they forgot 80% of the nuts they buried, and that's how trees get planted...
October 13, 2025 at 8:12 PM
And here I thought they forgot 80% of the nuts they buried, and that's how trees get planted...
We can identify colors to each other because we name colors by what they are - a wavelength on the spectrum of visible light. But how your brain interprets that? That's uniquely yours.
October 13, 2025 at 7:24 PM
We can identify colors to each other because we name colors by what they are - a wavelength on the spectrum of visible light. But how your brain interprets that? That's uniquely yours.
It's not! Color is a subjective experience. It's all in your head.
October 13, 2025 at 7:20 PM
It's not! Color is a subjective experience. It's all in your head.
It's funny because it's exaggerated.
It hurts because it's not.
It hurts because it's not.
October 13, 2025 at 7:05 PM
It's funny because it's exaggerated.
It hurts because it's not.
It hurts because it's not.
Yeah. Sometimes I just gotta sit with my feels for a bit. Then it goes from "light breeze" to "stiff breeze".
October 7, 2025 at 1:24 PM
Yeah. Sometimes I just gotta sit with my feels for a bit. Then it goes from "light breeze" to "stiff breeze".
also, what messed up is that the Pinkertons started on the side of labor, and we're progressive for their time. They hired the first female private detective, and we're responsible for getting Lincoln from Chicago to DC safely after his election.
October 2, 2025 at 12:59 PM
also, what messed up is that the Pinkertons started on the side of labor, and we're progressive for their time. They hired the first female private detective, and we're responsible for getting Lincoln from Chicago to DC safely after his election.
I'm sorry that was harsh I❤️U
April 29, 2025 at 2:15 PM
I'm sorry that was harsh I❤️U
Gdi brick don't you dare insinuate my level of maturity it's 2025
April 29, 2025 at 2:14 PM
Gdi brick don't you dare insinuate my level of maturity it's 2025
I prefer the term "neurospicy"
April 29, 2025 at 1:22 PM
I prefer the term "neurospicy"
A meme critical of meme culture
TURNTABLES
TURNTABLES
April 28, 2025 at 4:11 AM
A meme critical of meme culture
TURNTABLES
TURNTABLES
Samantho
Barbaro
Amando
Fk that works
Barbaro
Amando
Fk that works
April 28, 2025 at 4:09 AM
Samantho
Barbaro
Amando
Fk that works
Barbaro
Amando
Fk that works
Gdi brick I learnt dis today how dare u teach me smthin
April 28, 2025 at 4:07 AM
Gdi brick I learnt dis today how dare u teach me smthin
Gradients come and go. Please waiting feels forever.
April 26, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Gradients come and go. Please waiting feels forever.
If I use matrices to describe a perspective, is that cultural appropriation!?
April 25, 2025 at 7:16 PM
If I use matrices to describe a perspective, is that cultural appropriation!?
Current LLMs passing the Turing test is an asset.
Current LLMs passing the Turing test is a problem.
Current LLMs passing the Turing test is a problem.
April 24, 2025 at 5:48 AM
Current LLMs passing the Turing test is an asset.
Current LLMs passing the Turing test is a problem.
Current LLMs passing the Turing test is a problem.
The fine for employing someone who isn't legally allowed to work in the US is $10,000 a day for every day they worked.
Apparently, that fine isn't steep enough.
Apparently, that fine isn't steep enough.
April 14, 2025 at 5:03 PM
The fine for employing someone who isn't legally allowed to work in the US is $10,000 a day for every day they worked.
Apparently, that fine isn't steep enough.
Apparently, that fine isn't steep enough.