CoffeePossum
It meeeeee!
Doing the thing I do!!

Thank you @peckishpaws.bsky.social
Its beautifulllll

— CoffeePossum-
Tips this wasnt Lapis I was talking to:
1.) They didnt use their ooc symbol or tag
2.) They messaged me the same thing on multiple accounts
3.) They sent me a discord that is a clear throwaway name and not belonging to Lapis
I blocked it out as a safety measure for the community.

I absolutely love your stuff. So excited to look at the shop when it's live.
Thank you for your hard work.

—change that? They make it sound so easy.
All I can do is rise and grind, put on a smile and hope for the best. I'm so tired of being the positive voice of reason when I hardly believe it myself.

I shouldn't put this on the internet, I'm not even sure why I am. Insomnia here I come.

—when I can't form genuine connections.
Therapy isn't helping because im either not broken enough for anyone to help or I'm too broken for them to know what to do with me.

"Just change your mental vocabulary"
Man, if I voiced half the stuff in my head I'd be in the loonie bin. How do I just—

—awful between politics, the state of the world, family issues, work issues. I can't get a break from it. And it feels like everything is my fault. I did this. I am the reason everything sucks so bad. I'm the reason people don't know what to do with me. I keep people at arms length and then I'm sad—

HI MAMA SYL HOW ARE YOOOOOUUUUU