I genuinely have to avoid looking in the mirror just so I don’t think about anything but ykw #yolo

Flashback to when I used to cut my hands eeeverywhere to see if anyone noticed. Spoiler alert no one did LMFAOAOOAOA

Literally it feels like me starving myself is turning HER into a victim. Girl I don’t give a fuck if this is sad to see. This is your fucking fault lmfao, anyway, happy birthday ig :|

ITS LIKE IM TOO OLD TO BE FEELING THIS WAY BUT IVE BEEN FEELING IT FOR TOO FUCKING LONG EACH TIME THE MOTIONS COME THEYRE SOOOO MUCH MORE STRONGER THAN THE LAST AND I DEADASS CANT ANYMORE I WANT TO FEEL MY BODY JUST CRUSH UNDER THE WEIGHT OF ALL OF THIS SO I CAN FINALLY FUCKING DIE LMFAOOOOOO !!!!!!

- let alone learn, I cant even get out of bed 99% of the time so what can I do?? NOTHING. IM LITERALLY GOOD FOR NOTHING LMAO

Im gonna have the biggest meltdown ever idk I cant do anything right and im tired of it all, my stupid fucking keyboard and its autocorrect, me not knowing how to beat the simplest games ever, me just being fucking stupid, I cant draw, I cant socialize, I cant go to school -