Additionally, a splinter group of the Crimson Fleet as well as a large group of Spacers are there at the Varuun homeworld lol

i have heard too much doom n gloom about Starfield being totally silent i guess lol. I have been playing it again on and off myself!

for me it's all aesthetics lol. i really cant stand the way that dang thing forces you to use a few different types of pieces to blend the bridge to the rest of the ship, and even those pieces don't really fit nicely with the Cabot bridge's edges.

also:

A.) You look amazing
B.) Your glasses are super cute

oh god, i had a tism moment. Of course it's a Sunless Sea reference -.- xD

Yes, the raxxla portal buried deep at the bottom of a once proud blue orb, now revolving around a dead judgment far from home.

Omg you sound great to be honest! Breath support is hard. I know you don't like the default voice, but your default voice sounds pretty good to me! You have the brightness coming through, i can hear it when you go to "default" mode. (I am not a coach, just got sound tisms, i hear things lol)

One thing, that may require a bit of courage if you haven't already, is to record yourself speaking and listen to it. Or hire a coach if you have the money. They don't care, and in fact, you probably could find one who is trans affirming/ally

It'll get easier, I promise. It's taken a lot of courage for me personally. Mine's not even anywhere near where I want it either lol but sometimes I force it out amongst the people I am the most comfortable around, those who know what I am going thru. Sometimes it comes out at work even.

I understand, the imposter syndrome is real.

From one stranger to another though: You are allowed to exist as woman, your true self. Your past is still you, but you didn't realize what you were.

You were always a woman, just like you are one now in the present.

Are you still doing voice work? If so, how is it going? I am actually in the middle of training my voice now!

i told my therapist the same things too lmao. I told her I was non binary 1 session, and then the next week's session i just dove straight in after realizing i was a trans woman and i went through half our session and I totally forgot to tell her xD

That was basically my week as enby. Part of it was the toxic masculinity calling me back, and being afraid to really be me. But every night that week I went to bed still saying to myself that I wished I was a woman until finally I broke and said, "no silly you ARE a woman lol"

I don't know the ocean reference but my mind immediately goes to NMS lore lol.

i should also mention, leading up to me thinking i was non binary, there were several close friends as catalysts that i was lucky to have that push me forward to finally confront my trans identity. Before that, I was pretty much surrounded by toxic men/toxic masculinity. It's been a trip lol.

Sounds super familiar lol. All my life things pointed to my sex assigned at birth not being the same as my perceived gender. I came out as enby for like, all of 1 week before I was like yea no I'm a girl :D

I love doing the crossovers if it can be worked in somehow :D