Clyde Mystik
@clydemystik325.bsky.social
he/him | 20 | autistic | bisexual | just doin whatever i feel like most | Alt (🔞): @genocide-nutter.bsky.social
Frankly, the world would probably benefit greatly from my non-existence. I'm no different from the rest, so why should anyone care if I'm gone? Nobody knows who I am at all anyway. Not even the government of my own shitstain of a "free" country.
January 18, 2026 at 3:10 AM
Frankly, the world would probably benefit greatly from my non-existence. I'm no different from the rest, so why should anyone care if I'm gone? Nobody knows who I am at all anyway. Not even the government of my own shitstain of a "free" country.
Don't ever bother babying me either. The feeling of humiliation is all I truly need now. What point is there in trying to make a name for myself if I never even tried earlier in my life. It's too late now. I'm just a good for nothing nobody. A bum. Nothing else.
January 18, 2026 at 3:10 AM
Don't ever bother babying me either. The feeling of humiliation is all I truly need now. What point is there in trying to make a name for myself if I never even tried earlier in my life. It's too late now. I'm just a good for nothing nobody. A bum. Nothing else.
But honestly at this point, I'm probably better off with nobody to back me up on anything anymore, cuz I don't wanna look stupid and then end up dragging others down with me. I'm 20 years old and autistic without a job or my own home, I don't want anymore misfortune beyond that.
January 18, 2026 at 3:10 AM
But honestly at this point, I'm probably better off with nobody to back me up on anything anymore, cuz I don't wanna look stupid and then end up dragging others down with me. I'm 20 years old and autistic without a job or my own home, I don't want anymore misfortune beyond that.
On top of that, everything I personally like is starting to go to shit, from SNK to Yakuza to even fucking Namco, and I'm already at the risk of losing mutuals and friends because of everyone else turning against all of it.
Nothing is "okay" anymore. I can't keep coping like this.
Nothing is "okay" anymore. I can't keep coping like this.
January 18, 2026 at 3:10 AM
On top of that, everything I personally like is starting to go to shit, from SNK to Yakuza to even fucking Namco, and I'm already at the risk of losing mutuals and friends because of everyone else turning against all of it.
Nothing is "okay" anymore. I can't keep coping like this.
Nothing is "okay" anymore. I can't keep coping like this.
And then not to mention nothing is even remotely interesting to me anymore. I lost all motivation to try doing anything outside of the gym, and nothing else irl or online ever helps me calm down, because it's all antisocial chaos. Not even helped by how self-conscious I am either.
January 18, 2026 at 3:10 AM
And then not to mention nothing is even remotely interesting to me anymore. I lost all motivation to try doing anything outside of the gym, and nothing else irl or online ever helps me calm down, because it's all antisocial chaos. Not even helped by how self-conscious I am either.
And because Trump doesn't give a single fuck about the economy we are all in financial ruin too, but yet my copium-huffing evangelical MAGA pick-me of a mother won't bother seeing that. So we all have to stay on a tight budget for everything, from appliances to essentials.
January 18, 2026 at 3:10 AM
And because Trump doesn't give a single fuck about the economy we are all in financial ruin too, but yet my copium-huffing evangelical MAGA pick-me of a mother won't bother seeing that. So we all have to stay on a tight budget for everything, from appliances to essentials.
A couple alts too just cuz
November 8, 2025 at 1:25 PM
A couple alts too just cuz
And in case anyone actually IS wanting to help me (I can't force anybody, because that'll just make me look like a piece of shit), here's my Cash App, so y'all can send over some money.
cash.app/$clydemystik...
cash.app/$clydemystik...
April 21, 2025 at 6:49 AM
And in case anyone actually IS wanting to help me (I can't force anybody, because that'll just make me look like a piece of shit), here's my Cash App, so y'all can send over some money.
cash.app/$clydemystik...
cash.app/$clydemystik...
Please. PLEASE. I need money. I need enough so I can get all I need, and all I want. So I don't have to last any longer suffering from all the stress. So I can try to keep myself sane. So I don't have to keep looking more and more like an hideous bum from all the stress.
I just want to feel safe.
I just want to feel safe.
April 21, 2025 at 6:49 AM
Please. PLEASE. I need money. I need enough so I can get all I need, and all I want. So I don't have to last any longer suffering from all the stress. So I can try to keep myself sane. So I don't have to keep looking more and more like an hideous bum from all the stress.
I just want to feel safe.
I just want to feel safe.