I've always wanted an aquarium date

Idk how to connect to a medium anymore, idk how to get invested. I also don't want to know. If I love something that's a nothing thing I can lose

My issues are more with my favorite, I guess. I can tell you if I like something or not when promoted, but idk my favorite show. I know my favorite book, I guess, but I only figured that out this year. I say seether is my favorite band, but I only say that because I know most of their songs well.

Please never stop growing

I have one I use like ever night lol

I love the idea of using your dice! I'm trying to get to green rn. I was hoping I could cover the black in my hair over time, but it's not fading. The blacks I've used before would fade and idk what I used but fuck it won't move. I don't wanna bleach my hair again tho cuz it's just sad.

What color do you want to do?

Egge is actually pretty good I think it still small tho

I feel so bad for 🌃. He loves me so much, So much, and I love him too. I get so happy to see him, and he brings me such peace. I'm happy and comfortable being with him. I feel like I want to be with him for a while. He's someone I want in my life. I just, idk if I can promise forever again.

I've worked so hard toward a future with a person I'll never see again. The idea of dreaming scares me. The idea of wanting anything scares me. The idea of you loving me scares me. Everything comes with expectations. Every life can be crafted. I can't grieve another life. I can't die again ->

That's so cute

Sorry for the long comment 😅 I hope you have a sweet day. My dms are open

Shame comes from. With intrusive thoughts, you cant ignore them. It's best to acknowledge them and try to move on. It's like your brains a toddler trying to show you shit art, and you got to look before it will go away. It's not that simple, but it will help with overthinking.

You can't change anything that has already happened. Try to me nicer to yourself. Instead of getting upset or frustrated with yourself when you think like this, try remembering you're not always in control of your thoughts. You can have intrusive/unwanted thoughts. I think a lot of the guilt and -