So gorgeous 😍

Instead, you can call me kb or cloud! This also applies when leaving comments on fics as well. My real name is okay to use within the Kaisoo discord server 😁

Thank you all so much for your cooperation! I can’t wait to share my writings with you all🤗

Lastly, if we know each other irl or if you know my real name PLEASE do not refer to me by that name here or on twitter! This is so that my family cannot find my writings (many of them are conservative/religious and know that I’m a writer. It’s not worth the trouble LOL)

Alsoooo lmk if any of you are interested in me posting my kaisoo sns/text au here since I will probably delete my other cloudy dreamer profile on twitter lol 😁

Anyyyyyy way I hope I can channel these shitty emotions into a damn good kaisoo fic LOL

The one I post before this one will be a smut nonau and im sooo excited! (And nervous lol) giving myself a goal to post it by Christmas since the other one will take longer. Please enjoy it if you read it 🌥️

open.spotify.com/track/2s4pzQ...

It sucks. I’m so tired of chasing after ppl, wondering why they abandoned me, longing for true friendship and connection. I’m just going to become a recluse unless ppl need me since that’s all I’m good for I guess slslslksmsksmsn💀💀🥲🥲

I’ve lost so many friends bc the ppl decided they didn’t need me anymore or were jealous toward me. I’m not perfect nor do I think I’m better than anyone but seriously, I feel like princess Diana. I feel like I’m just here to benefit others and receive nothing in return.

I tried the other day to talk to her and catch up and she basically cut me off and didn’t answer some things and it had already been so long since we talked. I don’t want to lose her but I’m just so tired and exhausted of just being USEFUL to ppl. I want to be LOVED and VALUED.

It’s so crazy bc I was JUST talking to someone else about this and told them it wasn’t them and maybe their friend was going through something..how can I convince myself of the same thing? What did I do to make her act this way suddenly?

My new lockscreen 🫡

I AM LOSING ITT 😭😭😭