The part that knows me more than myself. The part that knows how to make it okay

Or the part that knows when I am crying for reason exactly why and how to help

There is so much of him that’s knows so much of me that speaks so softly like a whisper that I hold so dear

The part that only I see where he knows exactly when I would ask for my hot water bottle to be refilled or for my water to be filled.

Or the part that knows how hard I like my forehead kissed (I love a lot of pressure)

Or the part that knows to take my socks off as soon as I get home

I am so fucking grateful for everything I have been through because I would not be here today without it.

I love my little family with my fiance and my puppy

I couldn’t ask for more

What are my plans for 2026/2027??

Saving up to get a house deposit - we are moving interstate this year or next (renting still)

Go to New Zealand for my late honeymoon!

Practice gratitude and be more assertive

Find community and maintain healthy friendships

Continue to do what I love!!

I am getting MARRIED UAHAGDHSH LITERALLY ON MARCH 14TH TO THE LOVE LF MY LIFE

I am doing well for myself despite all my ups and downs, I know I can persevere

I have so much to look forward to in the future and so many plans

It’s a shit start to 2026 yeah… but I’m getting married to this man in just over 2 months

This is gonna be the best year of my entire life because no matter what, I have my best friend, angel and soulmate by my side

He has sacrificed everything for me, he has held me so tenderly and so lovingly, he has shown me no judgement and only held me close

He is the most selfless and beautiful man I have ever met and I promise you there is no other person I will ever meet or have ever met who will ever compare to him

I genuinely have no words to express how fucking much he does for me every single day of our lives, normal or not

I am so well looked after, I am so treasured and so loved he made me love myself and find my own sense of self and happiness

He has built me up and never failed to make me smile

He stayed with me until he had to fly down after 4 days of my hospitalisation so he could take care of bills while I couldn’t work

He called me every night, showered me and dressed me, comforted me, bought me a plushie and made me laugh when I felt like I was dying

He wouldn’t leave until I kicked him out so he could go back and sleep and shower at his nan’s house before he came back first thing in the morning

We were stuck up on the NSW border for holidays and we were both so far from home

He refused to leave my side for over 24 hours… not until he was sure I wasn’t in pain

He held me close and cried when I felt pain, he showed me how much he cares when I was in the weakest and most vulnerable stage

I was emotionally exhausted and he advocated for my comfort and care

This man stayed by my side the entire night in the Emergency Department, then short stay then resus… he slept upright in a chair rubbing my hair when I awoke and calling nurses to fix my discomfort

He took me to the toilet and clothed me, he did not care about my body when I was in that state

I have lost 12kgs in 3 months so I hope my weight doesn’t change too much after I get my dress altered…

Bailey (my soon to be husband) is literally so supportive and sweet and I’m so damn excited to be his spouse

I wish our venue allowed dogs though… so my baby boy could be our ring bearer

My little sausage