place of malice or scorn. Like I'm just wondering if anyone noticed more comm promo posts than the actual art from artists?

Again, I understand that money is tight rn, especially around the holidays, but all I see on my feed is commission promos. AND their prices be HIGH too. All this is making me sad.
And yes I know I can turn make it to were I don't see that anymore, but still tho...
Note: This isn't coming from a

You're always worth more than content or how you can make people feel 🫂Suicidal thoughts and chronic depression (for me at least) have been a long time issue and I feel the same in a lot of ways, that I'm only worth so much as I can give someone, etc. I'm sorry you're feeling like this.

i really REALLY resonate with this. i never thought id live past the age of 18 and life has felt really weird and wrong ever since passing that milestone. its really hard learning how to love yourself and see a future for yourself when you never thought youd have one. im always here if you need 🫂

Tysm love - you rly do get it, and I’m here for you too 🥺💕💕💕

You can always share what you’re feeling and if no one else answers- you’ll still have my response! I’ll try to show you others care 💕💕

Mm mm 😖😖

Mm mm 💕💕

Ty for sharing - I think it always helps (at least to calm yourself down) to share these feelings/thoughts/truths with other empathetic peops 💕💕💕

Ty again love 💕💕

I’ll try lovely 🥺💕💕

Ty 💕💕💕

I’m syo grateful to anyone who’s taken the time for me. And I’m so grateful to everyone who shares their hearts and attention with me 😭💕💕

And as for my “content” - I just rly don’t wanna be alone. In a way I do wanna make actual “content” for others, but as of right now I’ve been doing it for me - bc it makes me feel nice to receive the love and adoration of others and the recognition from them too…🫧

I’ve hated myself so much for so long - I’m just now learning to care about myself. And it’s so difficult with all the stresses that keep piling on. I’ve gave up on hrt multiple times bc things in my personal life just haven’t gotten better - but it’s not the hrt that’s made me feel that way…🫧

I get this GENIUS “thought” from people accusing my hrt. Hrt has only made it easier for me to express my feelings - I’ve always felt this way. It wasn’t until recently that I’ve desired to actually live and try my hardest to - but that’s the thing I’m JUST trying…🫧

…to know I’ve known since I was 9 that I was very likely to commit suicide. I’ve never anticipated that I’d make it to the age I am - and I honestly feel syo lost and confused by everything and everyone. I don’t want to die, but I’ve already accepted that I would succumb someday…🫧

Mm mm >><<💕💕

I so feels 🥺🥺💕💕