I asked if they'd let me quit, they won't let me!!! Aaaaaaa

Reality is I don't want to, but the output and feedback don't really translate well with my intentions. :-(

I still feel the blues whenever I'm on duty status, but it started to lessen last time. My seniors are so teaching, patient, and generous. I'm so blessed. 🙏

Apparently, they accepted me to be a pre-resident... Why do I feel sad?

My patient is so sweet 🥹 i initially saw them before. Yesterday, they went to a specialist but still came back to me in case i had further advice about the management.

Being entrusted with my patients' lives is such a big responsibility and compliment 😭

Some patients don't respect doctor's clinic hours. :-(

:-( already got a bad first impression. i still want to see it through,, but i dont have a good feeling about this

I voluntarily cut off my hours... It's time.

#2
Another patient told me they felt *happy* when they saw I was in the clinic today. Last month, I started them on their anti gout meds and told me they felt much better. 🥹

It's like I'm being redirected...
It's time.

Funny how we were /just/ talking about the triad of work/money, prep, and rest (where you can choose only 2). Only to receive an update hours later where they cut my work hours on a short notice...

On one hand: Less income
On the other: Less work, more time for prep and rest 🤔

But this is the card we're dealt right now, so I learn to be thankful and more responsible 🙏

Wow, working for a company sucks.
They expect you to be on time, won't credit extensions, while they pay you less *and* delayed? Great.

Career-assuring moment:
Whenever my patients say they feel comfortable with me or they feel reassured and like a weight has been lifted off their chest. 🥹

This profession requires me to be patient as well.