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my heart doesn't break, it's a shrine
everyone has been so so nice to me lately. what's that all about, huh?
December 12, 2025 at 5:33 PM
I may have messed up my statistical chances at love by dating mostly women the past 10 years... now it's so hard for me to even picture a man who could measure up... let alone find one 😭😭
December 3, 2025 at 3:20 AM
this is what ovulating sounds like, in case anyone was curious. Top 10 kpop songs to get pregnant to

youtu.be/ZfBZwt8O7Vg?...
Underwater
YouTube video by Red Velvet - Topic
youtu.be
November 25, 2025 at 7:55 PM
having literally nothing to go off of in a situation and still massively overthinking it. My brain needs to be studied in a lab
November 7, 2025 at 8:29 AM
lest yall think i fell off in the comedy department
November 2, 2025 at 2:37 AM
I have so many words about how much I love Blue Valentine. for the 2nd time this year NMIXX dropped a unique, incredible, inspiring project that is going to be at the top of my playlist for a long time. There really isn't any artist or group anywhere doing it like they are right now.
October 15, 2025 at 2:38 PM
we WILL be spinnin on it judiciously

youtu.be/KP-vjI2FnKw?...
NMIXX(엔믹스) Blue Valentine Core: “SPINNIN’ ON IT” Teaser
YouTube video by JYP Entertainment
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October 2, 2025 at 12:27 AM
sick of people making unwarranted, invasive comments about my appearance like they think they fucking know me!!! it costs you nothing to mind your own gd business and shut up!!!!
September 29, 2025 at 5:14 PM
i mayyyyyy have destroyed my sleep schedule past the point of no return 😮‍💨😭
September 17, 2025 at 8:26 AM
Even after 2 wonderful weekends in a row spending time with lovely friends, I've been feeling the overwhelming urge to retreat into my anxieties and insecurities, but I'm going to fight it as best I can. Feeling very emotional about everything lately but gotta keep moving forward
September 15, 2025 at 2:01 AM
It helps that when I think about it, people barely know anything about my personal life anymore; I think I've recovered decently from the oversharing I've done in the past. I still stress about people making assumptions about me, but I think this is just part of the cost of being known.
September 8, 2025 at 5:04 AM
i had a bit of a reality check where it became apparent just how paranoid and neurotic i've become over the past several months lmao. i'm just relieved I realized this so I can work on it. Not really sure how, but I think my recent efforts to de-escalate my online presence has helped a little.
September 8, 2025 at 4:56 AM
nope nope ok great news they popped off. how could I ever have doubted!!!!!!
bad news... really bad news... i heard the snippets of the new aespa album and i was... whelmed 😭 i really hope the full songs are better..... we as society don't need an aespa dud rn im so for real
September 5, 2025 at 4:13 AM
body dysmorphia is going to kill me atp feels like I'll never not hate how i look 😓 i have to get stronger i guess
August 29, 2025 at 2:24 AM
bad news... really bad news... i heard the snippets of the new aespa album and i was... whelmed 😭 i really hope the full songs are better..... we as society don't need an aespa dud rn im so for real
August 27, 2025 at 6:35 PM
my latest obsession... ARTMS fix me......

youtu.be/qCodzDc61oc?...
ARTMS ‘Virtual Angel' (Human Eye Ver.) Official MV
YouTube video by Official ARTMS
youtu.be
August 26, 2025 at 7:32 AM
bad news they're keeping this bitch down. but it's okay because I'm about to go Evil Mode
the forces of evil are conspiring to make me sad and angry and defeatist. but you can't keep this bitch down!!!!!
August 24, 2025 at 5:02 PM
I'm at my best when I push myself but today I overdid it 😮‍💨😮‍💨
August 21, 2025 at 10:40 PM
the forces of evil are conspiring to make me sad and angry and defeatist. but you can't keep this bitch down!!!!!
August 14, 2025 at 5:10 PM
sad sad sad sad
all rise for the yearning national anthem
youtu.be/Ca8erpTwqVg?...
LE SSERAFIM 'So Cynical (Badum)' Lyrics (르세라핌 So Cynical 가사) [Color Coded_Han_Rom_Eng]
YouTube video by ShadowByYoongi
youtu.be
August 13, 2025 at 2:10 AM
Oh, they're talking about me on 4ch*n again. I wonder what it could possibly be about this time 🤔🫢😇🤯
August 5, 2025 at 5:30 PM
song of the day, thank you jellyfish for helping me get out the tears... 🥲

youtu.be/z0QWWB-f5HI?...
HUH YUNJIN - '해파리'
YouTube video by LE SSERAFIM
youtu.be
August 2, 2025 at 9:20 PM
moving Breath of the Wild back off SD to sysmem. Nature is Healing
July 27, 2025 at 11:40 PM
at the risk of sounding cliche as hell, the one thing that absolutely boils my blood is injustice. seeing good, honest people get ignored and fucked over, while those who have done horrible things are rewarded and celebrated.
I honestly have no healthy way to process these kinds of emotions
July 21, 2025 at 5:48 AM
With zero exaggeration, this song irreversibly altered my brain chemistry when it first came out.

(also I forgot how scary this drama is aaaa)

youtu.be/AmzIk-4Fj2s?...
Our Night is more beautiful than your Day (우리의 밤은 당신의 낮보다 아름답다)
YouTube video by NewJeans - Topic
youtu.be
July 16, 2025 at 3:47 PM