@cillianthewolf.bsky.social
Hay all, this is my personal profile.
Right now, I'm chronicling my battles with depression and anger management, eventually I'll turn it into a regular social but for now, just enjoy what's going on here.
Right now, I'm chronicling my battles with depression and anger management, eventually I'll turn it into a regular social but for now, just enjoy what's going on here.
i dont claim to be perfect, but if the NE furry community could put the knifes down and just talk to me instead of choosing to constantly block me over stuff said over 6 months ago out of frustration and anger that would be great. feel like i cant attend a convention without people wanting me dead.
December 1, 2025 at 2:06 AM
i dont claim to be perfect, but if the NE furry community could put the knifes down and just talk to me instead of choosing to constantly block me over stuff said over 6 months ago out of frustration and anger that would be great. feel like i cant attend a convention without people wanting me dead.
I've tried to peacefully resolve this and he keeps escelating
For the record. The user in question is @remy.gay .
He has just sent us a threat message complaining about our business practices. The facts are if he hadn't blocked us, we would not have resorted to this, We have a duty as artists to look out for our fellow artists and warn them who they work with
He has just sent us a threat message complaining about our business practices. The facts are if he hadn't blocked us, we would not have resorted to this, We have a duty as artists to look out for our fellow artists and warn them who they work with
August 15, 2025 at 8:51 PM
I've tried to peacefully resolve this and he keeps escelating
The irony, to be deliberately told you are not welcome at a pride event. An event you would think is about inclusion.
June 20, 2025 at 10:39 PM
The irony, to be deliberately told you are not welcome at a pride event. An event you would think is about inclusion.
Nothing like losing half a day to being riddled with anxiety so you rock back and forth on the floor in panic
June 15, 2025 at 2:14 AM
Nothing like losing half a day to being riddled with anxiety so you rock back and forth on the floor in panic
Being ailenated for one bad day by your local community sucks. It makes it next to impossible to try and rebuild, it makes it hard to put pieces back together, and it leads to further depression. Even if you work on yourself and get better, no one will accept you back.
June 14, 2025 at 8:37 PM
Being ailenated for one bad day by your local community sucks. It makes it next to impossible to try and rebuild, it makes it hard to put pieces back together, and it leads to further depression. Even if you work on yourself and get better, no one will accept you back.
Wanting to get help is a good step for mental health. The difficult part is getting covered to get care. That can be next to impossible
June 12, 2025 at 7:28 PM
Wanting to get help is a good step for mental health. The difficult part is getting covered to get care. That can be next to impossible
Nothing like going to your new job and 3 days in, getting thrown a project with vague parameters trying to figure out what they are, and feeling like you are annoying the shit out of everyone.
May 29, 2025 at 9:17 PM
Nothing like going to your new job and 3 days in, getting thrown a project with vague parameters trying to figure out what they are, and feeling like you are annoying the shit out of everyone.
Learning to walk away and not give into the impulse to physical restrain someone from doing something against their own best interests is hard. Watching FIL potentially ruin MILs car. All I want to do is grab him and drag him inside before a 200$ repair turns to 2000$. But cant
May 27, 2025 at 10:50 PM
Learning to walk away and not give into the impulse to physical restrain someone from doing something against their own best interests is hard. Watching FIL potentially ruin MILs car. All I want to do is grab him and drag him inside before a 200$ repair turns to 2000$. But cant
The hardest part of screwing up big time is trying to convince those you care about that you deserve a second chance.
May 25, 2025 at 5:42 PM
The hardest part of screwing up big time is trying to convince those you care about that you deserve a second chance.
I downloaded an anger management journal app. I would of used it today during an outburst, but here is the inherent problem I have discovered.
In the middle of a fit of rage, who stops being angry long enough to write about it in their anger management app.
In the middle of a fit of rage, who stops being angry long enough to write about it in their anger management app.
May 23, 2025 at 2:54 AM
I downloaded an anger management journal app. I would of used it today during an outburst, but here is the inherent problem I have discovered.
In the middle of a fit of rage, who stops being angry long enough to write about it in their anger management app.
In the middle of a fit of rage, who stops being angry long enough to write about it in their anger management app.
Going to start posting here.
My name is Cillian. I have anger issues. Not to the point where I am violent. But to the point where when stressed and at the end of my rope, I get angry and say stupid things. These get me banned in communities I enjoy.
I am going to get help and get through this.
My name is Cillian. I have anger issues. Not to the point where I am violent. But to the point where when stressed and at the end of my rope, I get angry and say stupid things. These get me banned in communities I enjoy.
I am going to get help and get through this.
May 23, 2025 at 12:30 AM
Going to start posting here.
My name is Cillian. I have anger issues. Not to the point where I am violent. But to the point where when stressed and at the end of my rope, I get angry and say stupid things. These get me banned in communities I enjoy.
I am going to get help and get through this.
My name is Cillian. I have anger issues. Not to the point where I am violent. But to the point where when stressed and at the end of my rope, I get angry and say stupid things. These get me banned in communities I enjoy.
I am going to get help and get through this.