nobody cares about you
least of all me

after youre pronounced legally dead
nobody bothering to search

nobody caring enough to look

if youre obedient enough
and act
like the adoring
object
slut
you are

as a reward
ill take you out for walks
with me

dont worry~
nobody knows that you arent real~<2

sharp yelps
screeches at times
of pain
emotional
pain

'p-please h-'
kick
yelp
'p-'
kick
yelp
'please-'
kick
yelp
'm-master plea-'
kick
yelp
'tthaan-'
kick
kick
yelp
'thhaank y'
kick
yelp
'ppp-pleease-'
punch
sob
kick
sob
kick
sob
'ppppleee-'
kick
kick
scream
'tthhaaaann-'
kick

all of this
for me~

the evening passing
breaking you down
physically
emotionally

till you are nothing
but weeping for my harm

for the one thing
that would bring me pure joy

hoping maybe
just maybe
enough of your blood
will suffice

to stop the everlasting hatred
the words like knives

'i love y-you m-master-'
kick~

my words may cut through you
sharper than my knives ever could

my vocal abuse
ringing in your ears
mind
screaming the instant
seperation anxiety kicks in

i may hate you
express
how dissapointed i am with you
constantly
excessively

but that wont change the fact

that you love me
so
very
dearly~<3

seeing a bittersweet smile form

letting you go

dropping you
the floor unforgiving
hard
your head ringing
gasping so hard
that it hurts

mind weakening
from its infighting

both views
swapping control

this is a nightmare
this isnt real

either she will let you go
or youll make it up
as her doll~<3

prove to me
that youre even worthy
of my time?

are you going to dedicate
every second of your life

to falling in love with me
your abuser
your nightmare
your queen

cutting off your family

estranging your friends

becoming insufferable
miserable

so that nobody files a report
when you go missing?

kick
thank me.
kick
again
kick
again
kick
kick
kick

finish.

kick
kick
that isnt a word.
kick

grabbing you by the throat
and punching you
directly in the nose

the smell of blood filling it
as i crush your airway
bruises almost visible
under your tattered fur

choke

choke

choke

choke

choke

<3

just give in
to thoughts
where i am center stage

comfort in my presence
my mere interaction

let the blood dripping
from your beaten self

feel like medicine
compared to the words
like knives
that i sink into your heart

useless
worthless
unloyal
burden

this is what i want
and you will take it~<3

all you need
is to love me

i dont need to ask
because you know its true

as you look up
terrified

your muskdrunk brain
clouding thoughts

of equal fear
admiration-
no
obsession

'please fucking stop'
'why are you so beautiful?'
'it hurts'
'please hurt me'

i know dear
just listen~
to~
my~
voice~<3

honestly i need to pace myself

if you were worth
any fraction of value

you would already
be serving me

cleaning along my arms
between my leaflets

my sweat filling your mind
musk fogging your brain

the mascara streaming
down your face
contrasting

with the soft moans
you now emit

there we go~<3

slice~
reserved
with my blade use

preferring to make
little cuts
along your body

that just sting
more and more
as blood seeps out

pathetic
mortal blood

i would say im a vampire

but seeing it spill
is what im truly
interested in

besides

if you dont want to do this

needles work just as well~<3

dont worry
you know im an artist
right?

just think of it as a color tattoo
your fur stained red
making sure everyone knows
you are property

sub-mortal
abusable
owned
property

mine to desecrate
to torture

to manipulate

to
permanently
scar
and traumatize

and you will learn
to love it
me <3

im honestly so glad
that i have stress toys
like you

you have so many features <3

for one

you are a
disgusting
awful
horrible

object
that truly deserves
all of this

you shriek
when i pull your handles
hard enough

hyperventilate
at the mere sight
of a blade

whats wrong my dear
short of breath?

heh
hahahahah

thats
you are honestly so fucking funny

do you really think
that being 'let go'
is an outcome here?

it seems you dont realize
youve dissapointed me

and when you dissapoint
a goddess as merciful as i

instead of snapping your neck
or hanging your innards

you will serve
for eternity

my vines
ripping your short skirt off
the one you bought
specifically
for me

why did you do that?
are you ungrateful?
disloyal?
do you think
YOU
are the one above me?
or
do you just see me
as a weak

pathetic

mortal

keep screaming my dear
it harmonizes with your sobs~

accept it
nobodys coming~<3