i went from being treated like a second-class citizen in the US to the UK... where i'm also treated as a second-class citizen. seeming more and more like this world is broken beyond repair.

I'm doing this thing again. Still a work-in-progress. Part II is linked at the end of Part I. www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyWd...

it's incredibly tempting to give-up. especially when never inspired by others to go on.

trying to start a new channel/rebrand to see if that helps me get any traction. with that said, i present the fully-completed of the first half of "pocket fantasies" (though still needs performance; melody-line now included with lyrics). let me know what you think! www.youtube.com/watch?v=9R7i...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT6U...

hermes & mr binx

Another installment in my journey to unpack the trauma that was my previous life on US soil, which seems particularly relevant now with the civil unrest due to the leadership in my old country. www.youtube.com/watch?v=4erO...

Come along on my fun-filled journey unpacking the trauma that was my previous life on US soil. Here's to looking back at all the things from which I must now heal! www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Y-K...

the further removed i am from the usa, the more i realise it was never anything more than a land of cruel delusions. and the people there never wanted me.

the title is pretty literal here www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGkk...

Since "Pocket Fantasies" is so long, I thought I'd try uploading some of them separately to give a chance at a sample. This is "Invention IX: The Uncanny Valley." It also includes the first few bars of "Invention X: Distant Worlds."
youtu.be/Rq_05hnjTKc?...

since i literally have nothing else i can do right now, why not have some trippy-fun with free video software? haha
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kijo...

here are some more photos from the "pocket fantasies" photo shoot i recently took that didn't fit into the project, so i'll probably use these for something else later.

massive, massive project i've been working on while i wait for work permission here in the UK.