personally I like it when I'm ignorant about something and another person expounds on the topic to enlighten me. but I accept that not everyone wants to turn a casual conversation into a learning session about something they might give 0 fucks about.

especially something as dumb as a pseudoscience. I feel the same way about astrology. like... it's not that serious.

I hold my tongue in those moments because I don't want to be the "well akshually" person, but it's weirdly difficult to not go off about something I've researched (albeit shallowly) that someone else is ignorant of.

I DID notice I woke up at 7 am (I tend to sleep in a lot) and went to bed completely bored by 10 pm but figured it was just a weird day. going through life in a daze lol. thank god I can remember to pay rent on time at least.

oouugh good to know. I'll see how I feel after a few months. I've never really felt fatigued looking at screens so idk why I even got them lol. just to see if they felt better, I guess?

alternatively... I could buy contacts for work and wear the glasses at home. I wanted to wear just these (new) glasses for a while and skip contacts to save money, because I usually do both. but maybe it's back to doing both.

uuuggh but I don't want to pay for glasses twice, these were a lot (for me). I'll just take them off and squint to look at colors I guess?

idk, maybe I'll give violet another shot and try to finish it before moving on. I'm not even sure why I'm so averse to it, maybe it's the ugly ass clothes? lol. and the sandwich-making pisses me off, I remember that.

I did notice the weight gain (15 lbs) from metabolism slowing down because I had to say goodbye to some nice jeans lol 🪦 but it's whatever. I can hardly ever motivate myself to workout so if the lowered med dosage doesn't bring it back to normal I probably won't bother trying too hard. *lazy ass*

for sure, I don't want to miss the chance! I know it'll be cool and totally worth it, so hopefully all the worrying over logistics gets replaced by good memories. 🩷