what the fuck is wrong with people how do you cheer this on

my partner used me as a pillow last night and now my neck shoulders and back are killing me 😭

So I guess what I want to say to this former friend is Thank you for being my greatest lesson in life

share my joys in life, share my anger, but most importantly, be there for me instead of consistently needing me to be there for them.

leach onto me for years and years, and by letting this friend go, I have ended that cycle now because I know what to look for, and it's been extremely eye-opening and has taught me to view myself in a different way, I am less looking at what I can do for people but looking for people who can

In my adult life, well forming relationships, I've really struggled with attracting people who see me as a friend who can benefit them no matter if it was giving friends fabric or making them a costume, but not giving me anything I'm return and I've continued to let people like this

look good. Today, I have spent the whole day reflecting on all the red flags and frustration I put myself through for that friendship, and I realized she did not deserve me, she didn't deserve my kindness, my loyalty or respect because she never gave me any of these things.